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crutches.â
âIâm capable. Iâll be fine. Trust me.â He waited while her internal debate played across her face. Rachel was so easy to read. Always good-hearted and caring. It was a knack he wished he had, but he did his best to return what sheâd already given to him. âDo I have to haul you over my shoulder and carry you down the hall?â
âNope. Iâll go, if youâre sure you donât need me.â
âYouâre driving me crazy.â He said the words kindly, because heâd come to appreciate true goodness in the world, for it was rare. Her thoughtfulness said everything. Sheâd gone to all this trouble for him.
Yeah, he was pretty fond of her, too. âYou didnât happen to have any pie in the kitchen?â
âIâll never tell. Youâll have to raid the fridge to find out.â Her eyes twinkled, eyes so like Momâs. She looked more like Mom as time went by, and seeing that hurt.
Rachel waved as she breezed down the hallway.
âGood night, Rache.â
âGood night, big brother. Oh! Should I take your bag to your room, since Iâm headed in that direction?â
âNah, donât bother. I can stow it.â
âOf course you canâwhat was I thinking?â She rolled her eyes, and she looked as if she were biting the inside of her cheek to keep from laughing at him. âI forget that youâre tough.â
Not tough enough. If he were made of titanium, then maybe he would be. But the sense of failure and regret surrounded him. His parentsâ deaths. The lost and angry boy heâd become. The teenager on a self-destructive course. The people heâd hurtâhis sisters, his aunt and uncle.
And Cadence. Sheâd looked beautiful tonight, strong and confident. Probably wildly successful in her lifeâbut he could see in her the Montana country girl she used to be.
He was proud of her. Sheâd made something great of her life. See? She had been loads better off without him. Heâd made the right decision long agoâforhis own reasons, sure, but still. It had been right for her, too. Heâd been able to get out of this quicksand town, and sheâd realized her dreams of Olympic gold. Yeah, heâd watched her win on TV. Heâd been stationed in Japan at the time, and heâd violated direct orders to watch her perfect dive.
Why was running into Cadence tonight part of Godâs plan for him? His heart wrenched. What use was it in seeing what he could have had? In seeing the man he should have been?
Failure wrapped around him and he pushed the plate away. He sat in the dark and silence for a long while.
Chapter Three
I t was gonna be a hot one. Sweat was already gathering between her shoulder blades as the morning sun, barely over the rim of the Bridger Mountains, beat down on her back.
Cadence balanced her cup of chai tea in her left hand and rummaged around in the bottom of her bag. She moved aside her rolled towels, her change of clothes, a paperback book, a lifeguardâs whistle and her wallet.
Loose change chimed and chinked together on the bottom of the bag as she felt her way to the fuzzy ball attached to her key ringâthere it was. She tugged and yanked, and the key ring came free. One day she was going to have to get better organizedâor clean out the bottom of her bag. But not today. The little soft stuffed sunshine with a black smiley facedangling from the key ring grinned up at her as she sorted through the keys.
One day Iâll have enough time to be organized and together. But for now, she was just doing her best.
She unlocked the door and let it click shut behind her. Late, late, late. Swimmers were going to start showing up any minute. She hurried through the echoing building, flicking on lights. Her flip-flops snapped against the concrete floor and her steps reverberated in the high ceiling overhead.
For now, she loved her life. She