he had some important phone calls to make. I would have stayed, but he said we wouldnât work today.â
âWant a ride back?â he offered, and then seemed to withdraw, as if he regretted the words even as he was speaking them.
Some devilish imp made her smile at him. âSuppose I say yes?â she asked, driven to taunt him. âYou look as if youâd rather sacrifice the horse than let me on him.â And she grinned, daring him to mock her.
He felt a burst of light, but he wouldnât give in to it. âDamn you.â
She grinned even more. âI wonât accept, if youâd rather not let me aboard. Anywayââ she shuddered with deliberate mockery and more sarcasm than he could know, because sheâd practically grown up on horses ââIâd probably fall off. It looks very high.â
âIt is. But I wonât let you fall off. Come on.â He kicked his foot out of the stirrup and held down a long arm, giving in to an impulse he didnât even understand. He wanted her closer. He wanted to hold her. That should have warned him, but it didnât.
He had enormous feet, she noticed, as she put a foot in the stirrup and let him pull her up in front of him. He was amazingly strong, too.
She hadnât realized how intimate it was going to be. His hard arm went around her middle and pulled her back against a body that was warm and strong and smelled of leather and spice. She felt her heart run away, and that arm under her breast would feel it, she knew.
âNervous?â he asked at her ear, and laughed softly, without any real humor. âIâm not dangerous. I donât like women, or havenât they filled you in yet?â Sheâs a woman, he was reminding himself. Watch it, watch yourselfâsheâll sucker you in and kick you down, just like the other one did.
âYes, Iâm nervous,â she said. âYes, youâre dangerous, and you may not like women, but Iâll bet they chase you like a walking mink.â
His eyebrows arched. âYouâre plainspoken, arenât you?â he asked, gathering her even closer as he urged the restless stallion into motion, controlling him carefully with lean, powerful hands and legs.
âI try to be,â she said, still uneasy about the double life sheâd led since leaving Kentucky. To a man whoâd been betrayed once, it might seem as if she were misleading him deliberately. But the past was still painful, and sheâd forsaken it. She wanted it to stay in the past, like the bad memories of her own betrayal. Besides, there was no danger of Winthrop becoming involved with her. He was too invulnerable.
She held on to the pommel, her eyes on his long fingers. âYou have beautiful hands, for a man,â she remarked.
âI donât like flattery.â
âSuit yourself, you ugly old artifact,â she shot right back.
It had been a long time since anything had made him laugh. But this plain-faced, mysterious woman struck a chord in him that had never sounded. She brought color and light into his own private darkness. He felt the sound bubbling up in his chest, like thunder, and then overflowing. He couldnât hold it back this time, and the rush of it was incomprehensible to him.
She felt his chest shaking, heard the deep rumble of sound from inside it. She would have bet that he didnât laugh genuinely very often at anything. But she seemed to have a knack for dragging it out of him, and that pleased her beyond rational thought.
The lean arm contracted, and for an instant she felt him in an embrace that made her go hot all over. What would it be like, she wondered wildly, if he turned her and wrapped her up in his embrace and put that hard, cruel mouth over hersâ¦.
She tingled from head to toe, her breath catching in her throat. It shouldnât have been like this, she shouldnât still be vulnerable. She had to stop this, or