a record on the gramophone. It was a Mozart piano concerto.
You still look sad, said Simon.
I was thinking
about Chloe.
Not worth it. Shes the most frightful scrubber. I only took her out a couple of times. Shes one of those girls like scrambled egg, amazingly easy to make, but impossible to get off the pan afterwards.
Harriet giggled.
Thats better, said Simon, now come and sit on the sofa. No, next to me, not six feet away.
She was still trembling, but the excitement was beginning to take over. He picked up her hand and kissed it.
I thought you were terribly good in Cat on a Hot Tin Roof, she said brightly.
I know I was, said Simon. So weve exhausted that subject.
His hand on the back of the dark green velvet sofa was edging towards her hair, but he didnt touch her. His timing was so good, he held off until she was in a panic that he was never going to. It was terribly hot in the room, she could feel the sweat trickling between her breasts.
Youre so pretty, he was saying in a low husky voice, and then he kissed her. At first she kept her arms clamped down by her side, but suddenly like the reflex action when ones knee is tapped, they shot up and coiled themselves round Simons neck, and she was kissing him back with all he might, and his hands were on the move all over her bod: Hastily she pulled in her spare tyre.
I mustnt.
You must, you must.
Youll think Im too easy.
I dont. I just think youre overdressed, thats all, and he took off her earrings and put them side by side on the table. Then took off her shoes, and took the telephone off the hook.
She sat back waiting for an attack on another front. Youve got such a lovely body, he said, filling both their glasses.
One should really take lessons at prep school in undoing bras. Oh, I see; it does up at the front, he said a minute later.
His hands were warm on her bare back. He kissed her eyes, her hair, her mouth; shed never dreamed hed be so tender.
No, she gasped, leaping up as his fingers edged inside her waistband.
How could she explain she wouldnt be easy like this, if she didnt find him so overwhelmingly attractive?
Sweetheart, stop fighting it, he whispered. I refuse to be put outside the bedroom every night, like flowers in a hospital.
Harriet gasped. Youve read Geoffreys letter!
I picked it up in the snow. Im glad hes glad youve gone on the pill, but Im even gladder.
You shouldnt read other peoples letters, she said furiously.
One must, just to find out all the nice things theyre saying about one. Tell me about Geoffrey. What does he do?
Hes a marine biologist.
Oh well, we cant all be perfect.
Hes clever, said Harriet defensively. Hes just come down from Plymouth.
One cant come down from Plymouth. One can only go up, said Simon. He was attacking her waistband again.
Its too soon, she muttered, I dont even know you.
You talk too much, he said. Ive never heard so much fuss about something thats so nice. He started to pull off her sweater and she was enveloped in a fuzz of black wool. Its got buttons at the back, she squealed, as he nearly removed her ears.
Dont be frightened, he said, when she was finally freed, and he pulled her down on the floor beside him. The apple-wood of the logs mingled with a trace of his lavender aftershave, and the animal smell of the white fire rug which scratched against her back. She had no will power. Its going to happen she thought in panic.
Will it hurt?
Youll be so excited by the time Ive got you revved up, you wont feel a