on her own.â
âThatâs what Kally said but she doesnât know Gracie like I do. She didnât help because it was my cousin sinking out there.â
âDo you and Faltrain even remember why you started fighting in the first place?â
âShe pushed me off the swing in kindergarten.â
It sounds so stupid that even she laughs. âI donât want to talk about Faltrain. I want a break. For good.â I feel guilty but I need to say it aloud. âDonât tell anyone.â
âI wonât,â Annabelle says, and I trust her. She never told anyone about the kiss and there must have been plenty of times when she wanted to throw it in Faltrainâs face.
âHow was your trip?â she asks.
âI only came back because I ran out of money.â
âArenât you starting uni this year?â
âIâm deferring.â I donât plan on telling anyone about failing. âDid you see the comet?â I ask to change the subject.
She nods. âMum and I drove to the country over summer to move the last of Kallyâs things to the city. We hiked into this rainforest after dark so we could see the glow-worms. They were all along the rocks, these little dots of light. They looked like stars. After we walked back out the comet was clear in the sky.â
It takes me by surprise how much I like the way she talks. When sheâs not firing comebacks at Faltrain her voice is quiet and full of things I havenât seen before. Listening to her is like waiting for that ocean to come into view. âYou know a bit about astronomy, huh?â
âMy dad always said, âWith a last name like Orion, you have a responsibility.ââ
âI guess so.â If I was Joe heâd be saying something impressive right about now. He makes picking up girls look easy. âYou need to relax,â he said. âGirls like to laugh. That look on your face makes them cry, mate.â
âSo, Iâll see you around?â Annabelle stands before Iâve thought of something else to say.
She starts her car and I watch her back lights disappear. âThatâd be good.â Perfect. Tell her that now, after sheâs gone. At this rate I wonât see any action till Iâm fifty. âTry sixty,â I imagine Joe saying. âAnd mate, thatâs if youâre lucky.â
7
GRACIE
I lie in bed and try not to think about the look on Martinâs face when he dumped me. âGracie, can I come in?â Mumâs voice floats through the darkness.
âIâm sleeping.â
âWe could sleep-talk, then.â The door lets in light from the hallway. Her face has the soft look it gets when sheâs worried. She wants things to be the way they were but they canât because weâve been fighting all summer about soccer and school. Thereâs a brick wall shaped like a ball in the middle of us and we have to yell over the top to be heard. You canât yell for months and then decide one day to walk around and have a conversation.
âWhat happened with Martin this afternoon? You didnât come out for dinner.â
âHe came over to say hi, thatâs all.â
She doesnât believe me. She watches like Iâm a toaster. If she waits long enough what happened today will pop. âMum,Iâm fine. I need to get a good nightâs sleep before state trials tomorrow.â
She waits a little longer. I look at the door. âWell, Iâll let you sleep. Remember the deal, Gracie. Iâll drive you to trials and Dad will pick you up after.â
âCanât I have a quick kick with the guys to see how they went?â
âYou can find out on Monday.â
I keep my voice low so I donât wake anyone. âYouâre getting bent out of shape over nothing. School soccer means training Monday and Wednesday nights and one game on Saturday. I can handle that.â
âIâm