was my dad; always refusing to throw anything away. You never knew, heâd say, when the one thing you thought was totally useless would end up saving the day.
It was kind of comforting, in a way. To know that no matter what had happened, no matter how long Iâd been gone, no matter how traitorous my best friend turned out to be, some thingsâlike the ski and snowboard repair hutâwould always remain the same.
Dad dropped the bindings heâd been working on and walked around the paint-smeared worktable, grabbing me in a fierce hug and twirling me around, as was his typical MO. He smelled the same too, and I found myself taking in deep breaths of Old Spice, already feeling a little warmer than when I first walked in.
âI just ate!â I protested. âYouâre going to make me hurl.â
He laughed and set me down, giving me a critical once-over. I noticed a streak of salt and pepper at his temples that hadnât been there last year. I guess not everything could stay frozen in time.
âYouâre tanned,â he observed, a hint of disapproval in his voice. I knew it had nothing to do with his concern over my future skin-cancer bills.
âYeah, well, Florida.â I shrugged. âWhat can you do?â Dad hadnât exactly agreed with the decision for me to stay down in the Sunshine State for two extra months, saying I could have found a new physical therapist in Vermont to complete my rehab. But Mom insisted. And she got the courts to sign off on it, leaving him little choice and a lot of resentment.
âRight.â He led me over to two dingy plastic folding chairs across from one another, gesturing for me to sit down in the closest one. Then he headed over to the shopâs kitchenette and set out to make me hot chocolate, remembering, I noticed, to use two packets, just the way I liked it. âWell, how was the trip up? You made it in perfect timeâweâre supposed to get dumped on tonight. The powder will be unreal for first tracks tomorrow!â He grinned widely. âAre you psyched to be back or what?â
I made a face. He knew that I wasnât. He had to know, right? How in the world could I be excited to be back after all that had happened last year? But Dad, as always, was the eternal optimist, living in his fun, fantastical, glass-half-full world where nothing ever went wrong. It used to drive Mom crazyâprobably one of the reasons they splitâbut I used to love it. To Dad every goal was achievable, every star was in reach. Anything we wanted could be ours, if we just kept a positive attitude and werenât afraid to chase after our dreams.
Now I was starting to see Momâs point.
âYou should see what theyâve done to the course this year,â he continued, pouring hot water into my mug. âItâs totally sweet. Youâre going to break records for sure.â
I squirmed in my seat. âUm, I donât know about that .â I didnât want to rain on his delusional parade, but it couldnât be helped.
He stopped, turning to me, furrowing his brow. âAnd why not, may I ask?â
Seriously, did I have to spell it out for him? âUm, hello?â I waved my hands. âA little accident a year ago? Broken leg? Dislocated knee? Ring any bells?â
He gave me a grim smile. âYes, I do seem to remember something like that. But I also remember the next dayâmy daughter promising me sheâd be strapping on that snowboard again in no time flat. Telling me that no little injury was going to stand in her way of Olympic gold.â
Had I really said that? âIt must have been all the drugs they gave me in the hospital,â I muttered.
âBesides, I thought the doctor gave you a clean bill of health,â my dad added. âYour mom said you had permission to continue your training immediately.â
âYeah. But . . .â I trailed off with a sigh. I was so