you be using our saviorâs name for your personal playground. And besides, you look beautiful. Those big soulful eyes like your daddyâs. With your hair like that, I see a bit of your mama poking around the edges.â
When an Italian man marries a Mississippi girl, that girlâs genes get kind of buried in her children. Iâve got mydadâs dark brown hair, dark brown eyes, too-thick eyebrows and eyelashesâwhich are a bonus, I guessâhis unfortunate nose, and his propensity to talk a bit with his hands. But no one ever tells me I look like my mother.
âReally?â I touch my hair without really meaning to.
âYes, child.â She puts her hand under my chin. âThose pretty pouty lips and that jawline. Even those delicate little ears. Your mama was a joy, just like you.â
I guess thatâs the other reason I love Althea. Sheâs a repository of memories that I donât have. Whereas Dadâs stories of my mom are always choked with emotion, hers are tender and kind and paint a picture for me.
âSo what is this new look youâre cooking? A fresh start?â
âSomething like that,â I say. I go ahead and tell her my deal, and I can see the storm clouds brewing under her brow.
âIâm going to have to have me a talk with your father. Thatâs like asking you not to shine a light under your bushel. Your daddy knows better than that. You are the perfect embodiment of Godâs plan.â Then her eyes crinkle. âBut it is nice to see you in something other than black, and I am sure you are going to charm the listeners with your sweet voice.â
I walk across the room and pour myself a cup of coffeefrom the Bunn machine. âThat part makes it worth it.â I twirl. âAnd I do look different, donât I?â
Our conversation cuts short when the door opens.
Itâs Three and her mother.
Mrs. Foley, my new grandmother, stiffens the moment she enters the reception area, but when she looks at me she does a double take. âJoanna.â
Iâm not sure how to read her tone, but I tamp down any sarcasm. The night my dad and I made our agreement, I promised to be on my best behavior with his new in-laws. âHello, Mrs. Foley.â
âHi, Althea,â Three says, acknowledging me with a wiggle of fingers. âIs Anthony recording?â
âNo, dear. Heâs writing. If heâs recording youâll see a little red light lit above the recording room door. Heâs given me express instructions to always send you on back, though.â
She turns to me. âFirst day, okay?â
I shrug. âGood enough. No waves.â
With that, she nods and Iâm left in the room between Althea and Mrs. Foley. A cage match made in heaven.
âWell.â Mrs. Foley sniffs around the room like sheâs trying to ferret out the divine. âDo you attend real church, Joanna?â
âWhy yes, maâam. Right here at Wings of Love.â Afteryears in Atlanta, and my dad hailing from Maryland, my accent is what you might call neutral, but this woman draws the syrup out of me. And she canât really call my dad out on not being a real pastor, because, you know, he put a ring on it. That would be poor taste. Thereâs one thing Mrs. Foley would never do, and thatâs display poor taste.
âBut thereâs no youth group. My Elizabeth so enjoyed her hours spent with the other teenagers at Foundation Baptist.â
Three and my father emerge from the back. âVirginia.â My dad reaches his arms out for Mrs. Foley. She lets him pull her into an awkward hug. âSo good to see you.â
âAnd you, Anthony.â She pulls back and straightens her dress. âI was talking to your Joanna about our youth group. Though Iâm sure you deliver her all the good word she needs, thereâs something that canât replace the physical closeness of a group of fellow teens in