get a message through to the real Danny, who was surely listening very closely. âI love you. Thatâs not going to change. But like you said, weâre not married, and so weâre not going there. I didnât like it at the time, but I agree with you now. And you should remember what I said about personal space and being touched without me inviting it.â
âOf course,â he said. âIâm sorry.â
But he didnât sound all that sorry. It was just words. The real Danny would really have been sorry. In fact, the real Danny would never have tried to cop a feel right out of the blue like that.
âUntil weâre in a position to make something real out of this,â said Pat, âout of whatever it is we feel for each other, then physically weâre just friends. Thatâs what you wanted, right?â
âItâs what I wanted then ,â said Dannyâs mouth.
âOh, and just walking up behind me in the woods, suddenly you were overwhelmed with passion?â She laughed.
After a momentâtoo long a momentâhe laughed, too.
The Belmage might have had a lot of practice, but he still wasnât good at thisâpretending to be the original person so other people didnât notice the change.
âIf you knew we were up here,â said Pat, âwhy didnât you come along?â
âBecause you didnât stay here,â said Danny.
Pat wanted to laugh at how dumb the Belmage was. Danny North wouldnât need them to stay long enough for him to walk up the hill to join them. He would just gate to themâor gate to wherever they went from here.
âWell,â she said, âitâs a good thing you didnât, because that would have spoiled everything.â
âSpoiled what?â
âItâs hard thinking of a Christmas gift for somebody who can go anywhere and get anything he wants,â said Pat. âAnd no, weâre not planning some big stupid group gift, we just wanted to share ideas and make sure we didnât all get you the same thing.â
âThe same thing lots of times over can be very nice,â said Danny. His face didnât really go well with the leer it was wearing as he said that.
âBut not very individual,â said Pat.
âSo do it as a group,â he said. âOr make me a video.â There was that grin again.
âIn your dreams,â said Pat. She got up and started walking down the hill. Despite their effort to come and go without making a path that other people could follow, the ground sort of forced them into a couple of routes, and paths were forming. Some random hiker might find this place and already be here when one of them showed up by gate. But if they used the amulets all the time in order not to make a path, somebody was going to see one of them disappear.
He didnât call after her. He didnât follow her.
Danny would have. But the Belmage, caring nothing for the relationship, and apparently believing that ânoâ meant âno,â didnât bother.
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It was hard for Wad to find a time to visit Bexoiâs inert body, for he did not want to let anyone else see him, and King Prayard made sure that she was almost never left unattended. Nor could he constantly watch through a viewport; he had other things to do. But now and then he thought of her, the Queen whose life he had saved, who had taken him as a lover, who had borne him a child, who then murdered that child and then burned to death his friend Anonoei.
Bexoi, the woman whom he hated above all other human beings, yet whose life he was going to protect until she bore King Prayardâs baby.
One night he saw that both the doctor and the young servant girl who attended her had fallen asleep, and King Prayard was gone. So he made a gate and came in person to sit on the floor beside the bed where she lay in a coma, responding to no word, never opening her eyes, but able to
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