start, my heart beating furiously. Nick, lying next to me, muttered something in his sleep and rolled over onto his side, taking the duvet with him. Guilt washed over me. I was in bed with my boyfriend and I was having erotic dreams about Alex.
But it was just a dream. It didnât mean anything. And if Nick had made love to me last night, instead of falling asleep as soon as we were in bed, I probably wouldnât have dreamt about another man. I glanced at the clock on my nightstand. 8.00 a.m. Way too early to be getting up on a Sunday, but I knew I wasnât going to be able to get back to sleep. Careful not to disturb Nick, I slid off the bed, pulled on a sweatshirt over my pyjamas, and padded out of my bedroom, closing the door quietly behind me.
In the kitchen, I found Alex making coffee. For a moment, my dream still vivid in my head, I was acutely embarrassed to be in his presence. Then I reminded myself that he couldnât possibly know Iâd been dreaming about him.
I said, âYouâre up early.â
âIâve only just got in.â
I realised that he was dressed in the same shirt and jeans heâd worn last night. He still looked jaw-droppingly gorgeous.
âOh, so youâve not been to bed yet â¦â
âI stayed at Izzyâs,â Alex said.
âAh.â
âI saw her home after the party.â
âAnd you stayed over.â
âYeah. Do you want coffee?â
âTea. Iâll make it.â Alex had slept with Izzy. The thought of the two of them together left me feeling oddly disquieted.
Alex said, âDonât you trust me?â
âWhat?â
âTo make you a pot of tea. I may be French, but I do know how. My English mother made sure of that.â
Alex had slept with Izzy. âOK. You make the tea. Iâll make toast.â
âFrench toast?â
âAbsolutely not. Youâre living in England now, monsieur. Youâll have toast and Marmite and like it.â
Grinning, Alex filled the kettle, and I shoved two slices of bread in the toaster.
I said, âSo are you going to see Izzy again? Are you going to ask her out?â
âYou mean, am I going to ask her on a date? No Iâm not. Iâve just been through the break-up of a serious, long-term relationship. Iâve no intention of getting involved with anyone else right now.â
So it was just a one night stand. Did Izzy know that, or was she sitting at home, wondering when â if â Alexandre was going to call?
Aloud, I said, âAlex, do me a favour. Try not to break anyoneâs heart while youâre in London. At least, not any of my friendsâ hearts.â
âIâll do my best.â
âIâm serious.â
Alex gave me a quizzical look. âYouâre in a strange mood, Anna. Have I done something thatâs upset you?â
Heâd slept with my friend. And it shouldnât matter. But it did. And I wasnât sure why. âOf course not.â I forced myself to smile. âSo. What are your plans for today?â
âI thought I might do some more sight-seeing ââ
âThere you are, Anna.â Nick stepped into the kitchen, yawning and rubbing his eyes. Seeing him standing there in his boxers and crumpled T-shirt, I felt a surge of affection for him. OK, maybe we didnât have sex as often as we used to, but I suspected that was true of most couples whoâd been together as long as we had.
âGood morning, Nicholas,â Alex said.
âMorning, Alexandre,â Nick said. âDid you enjoy the party?â
âVery much,â Alex said.
Iâll bet he did, I thought.
Further conversation was interrupted by the ping of the toaster.
âToast,â I said, somewhat unnecessarily, rooting in the fridge for butter.
âTea,â Alex said, colliding with me as he reached for the tea-pot.
I ducked under his arm and retrieved jam, peanut butter, and
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