for the one-hour flight to New York. As it leveled off, Hooper took stock, reflecting on Gwen. Theyâd been high school sweethearts and they had an anniversary coming up. He was going to surprise her with a pearl necklace and matching earrings.
The soft cry of a baby two rows ahead saddened him, not only because Hooper and Gwen would never have children, but because it pulled him back to the horrors of his job.
No matter how many investigations heâd done, it never got easier. Heâd lost count of how many times heâd found charred remains, dead passengers holding each other at the moment of impact, victims entwined in metal debris, impaled in trees, buried in the ground.
He still had nightmares.
The baby in the seat ahead continued crying and pulled him back to last year, when a commuter jet had lost both engines on its approach to Memphis during a storm at night and plowed into a hillside. Forty-seven people had died. Walking alone in a wooded area among scattered pieces of twisted wreckage, Hooper had come upon a baby.
The only visible injury had been a tiny bloodied scrape on its head.
The child had been beautiful, a perfect angel, wearing pajamas with teddy bears and rabbits. Its eyes had been closed and it had appeared to be sleeping as a soft breeze lifted strands of its hair.
The baby had been dead.
Suddenly the wall Hooper had built to protect himself from the emotional toll of his work had crumbled and heâd been overcome. Heâd dropped to his knees beside the baby and said a silent prayer, had removed his jacket and gently covered the child, then reached for his radio to call the medical examinerâs staff.
Now, as his plane jetted to New York, he looked at the sky, relieved this incident had had no fatalities.
Seven
Queens, New York
T he next morning a vacuum cleaner hummed down the hall from a meeting room in LaGuardiaâs central terminal.
Outside the roomâs closed doors, Captain Raymond Matson waited alone to be interviewed by NTSB investigators. Nervous tension had dried his throat and heâd grown thirsty.
He hadnât slept well.
He thought of his passengers and crewâtheyâd suffered fractures and concussions. Rosalita Ortiz, one of the flight attendants, had broken her back.
Matson clenched his eyes tight.
Heâd already given a verbal report to an FAA inspector whoâd met him and the first officer yesterday at the gate, and heâd provided a blood sample for analysis.
After several seconds, Matson opened his eyes. He resumed reviewing his notes when his phone vibrated with a text from his lawyer.
Papers are ready to sign whenever you can drop by. Thatâll be it.
Matson stared at the message. With his signature, his sixteen-year marriage would be over. For a brief instant, he remembered a time when theyâd been happy. He stared at a mural on the wall of Manhattanâs skyline and his wifeâs accusations played through his thoughts:
Youâre never home. Youâve become a ghost to us and Iâm so tired of being a single parent to three children.
Sheâd already taken the kids and moved back to Portland. Sheâd let him take care of the house in Westfield; a for-sale sign was on the front lawn. Sheâd get 60 percent when it sold, according to the settlement. It was true. Heâd missed birthdays, Little League games, recitals and graduations. He was married to his job and now it was hanging by a thread. The doors opened.
âCaptain Matson, weâre ready to see you.â
A woman invited him inside to an empty chair at one end of a large boardroom table. The woman, dressed in a burgundy jacket, white top and matching pants, took her seat at the opposite end.
âThank you for coming in so early this morning, Captain. Iâm Irene Zimm with NTSB. Iâll be leading this session. To my right is Bill Cashill and Jake Hooper with the NTSB, then we have...â
She introduced the half