During those days in New York they walked miles together. Dart enjoyed walking, and soâafter discarding her high heels for a pair of oxfordsâdid Amanda, happy to be with him, exploring Central Park and the East River, Chinatown or the Battery, eating at any time or place when they felt hungry and talking a lot. There was love between them, but little lovemaking. Only twice during those five days did Dart kiss her and she, though puzzled and finally a little frightened, had understood that in him reserve and a great strength of passion would permit of no casual intimacies. And she had beenâalmostâcontent to wait.
She had suffered through a bitter week after he left for the West, with no word from him except a noncommittal post card received from Chicago.
On the seventh evening after Dartâs leaving she had been in despair and Mrs. Lawrence, who had been watching and worrying all week, finally spoke. âAndy darling, please stop moping. Get dressed and go to the Merrillâs dance with Tim.... He wants you to so much.... Dartâs an interesting young man, but he isnât worth all this...â There was much more delivered in Mrs. Lawrenceâs sweet, incisive voice. The voice of common sense and convention. She ran down at last, sighed and glanced at her daughter. She patted her bobbed, still-broxwnish hair nervously and added, âBesides all that, too.... Well...â
âAnd besides all that,â said Amanda, âhe hasnât actually asked me to marry him.â
âYouâre so pretty, dear,â said Mrs. Lawrence quickly. âYou ought to be having lots of gaiety and fun. If only that horrible crash ... and when I see those Merrills going on the same, not scratchedâjust because Roy Merrill developed some sort of a sixth sense or something in September of â29 and got out of the market, while poor Daddy...â She shut her eyes, then shook her head. âThereâs no use going back over things, but when I see the Merrills giving a dance like this at the Waldorf...â She broke off and listened to the buzzer in the hall outside. âI guess thatâs Tim now, dear. Please be nice to him.â
Amanda had always been nice to Tim and she was still very fond of him. He was a gay and personable young man in his evening clothes, a white carnation winking in his buttonhole, his blond hair gleaming like a helmet above his narrow, pinkish face. But he had gone out of focus for her and there was no gaiety in her to respond to his, nor any deeper chord of answer for the question in his eyes. She acceded at last to the combined urgings of her mother and Tim, and went off dispiritedly to dress. It was while she was pinning on the lavish orchid corsage Tim had brought her that the phone rang. Long distance from Globe, Arizona. And Dartâs voice amidst the crackles and fading of the connection said, âAndyâjobs are mighty scarce out here now but I think Iâve got one lined up as mine foreman. Shamrock Mine at Lodestone, fifty miles from here in the Dripping Spring Mountains. Will you marry me?â
âYes,â said Amanda after a second of silence. Her hand shook on the receiver and her mother and Tim watched her with identical expressions of dismay as she added, on a breaking quaver, âDid you have any doubts that I would?â
His deep voice answered slowly through the wire, âI wasnât sure. I canât offer you much, my dear. Lodestoneâs nothing but a tough mining camp. I donât know if you can be happy.â
âI can,â she said. âIf you really want me.â
âI want you.â Then he added, with his usual bluntness, âI had to get back here to be certain. This is my country. I see clear here but I donât know if you can.â
âIâll chance it,â she said.
So she had not gone to the ball with Tim, after all. She had apologized abjectly and cried a little at
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