suitcase in the bedroom, undid the latches without lifting the lid. His heart was beating with a gentle and pleasant excitement. Howâs your work going? Jack had to smile. Half the time she didnât care, Jack felt. His work was just his way of amusing himself and maybe of earning a little money, he supposed, in Nataliaâs eyes. She thought some of his drawings were clever, but she was more interested in painting, needed to look at good art to stay alive, as if art were her vitamins or sunlight. Jack was not a fine artist. And for another thing, she didnât need his money, he well knew.
Natalia came out of the bathroom in her yellow terry-cloth robe that had been hanging on the door, blue fluffy houseslippers, her hair darker around her face, as Ameliaâs had been yesterday, and Jack averted his eyes, simply because he felt like gazing at her. Natalia detested slavish devotion, he reminded himself, even laughed at it.
âI might help Isabel out a little next week,â Natalia said, recovering her drink from the coffee table. âSheâs got a Pinto show coming up.â She sipped. âAnd heâs a pain in the you-know-what.âYou know?â
âUm-m.â Jack recalled Nataliaâs tales of the nervous but selfÂassured Pinto, a newcomer from Brazil with a couple of shows behind him in Amsterdam and Paris. âWhen is this?â
âThe show? In about a week.âIâll just help her hang and stuff. And sheâll pay me somethingâwhich I can always use. We can, I mean.â She laughed a little on the word âuse.â
âSo sheâs dumping Pinto on you?â Jackâs voice held contempt, for Pinto.
âTwenty-six years old and thinks heâs it.ââ She lit a cigarette. âWell, he isnât rotten. Itâsââ She shrugged. âHe just isnât good.â
Jack knew. It was a matter of getting some good reviews and getting his price up, Natalia might have said. Jack remembered Pintoâs stuff, the couple he had seen reproduced in a brochure Natalia had shown him, reddish backgrounds and a lot of gray silvery circles of various sizes daubed on in what looked like heavy paint.
âMight go on into the fallâIsabel,â Natalia added.
Jack knew, and in a way he was pleased. Natalia had worked at Isabel Katzâs gallery before. She made a good receptionist, and could even sell pictures, and had. Natalia looked nice, she had pleasant manners, and a pushy saleswoman she was not. âAre you possibly hungry?â
âI bet you are. Whatâve we got?â
âSliced roast beef? And horseradish?â
âYummy!â She danced on her toes and rubbed her stomach, like a child.
They laid out the cold things together, and there was also some ham and potato salad left over, and fresh French bread bought this morning. A sweet breeze blew through the open front windows all the way to the back of the apartment where windows were also partly open, and where green tops of trees showed higher than the sills. Jack had poured a glass of Chianti for himself, and Natalia had another scotch. She looked happier now, and a trace of color had come to her rather pale face. Natalia never made an effort to acquire a tan in summer. And she was looking sleepier by the minute.
Jack buttered a last piece of bread for himself. âI lost my wallet Wednesday evening, and a man returned it to me. Everything there, all the dough, credit cards, everything.â
Her eyes widened with interest. âLost it where?â
âRight in front of the house. On the street. Iâm sure just after Iâd paid off a taxiâabout five-thirty in the afternoon. Anyway an hour or so later after Iâd missed it and was agonizing, thinking about the credit cardsâno, the photos, pictures of you, in factâthe telephone rang, sort of an old guyâs voice, asking if I was so-and-so and had I lost anything.
Elizabeth Amelia Barrington