how to get them back.
According to Grant, sheâd married him three years ago and they lived in a small Victorian-style house in the middle of a quaint neighborhood in Raleigh, North Carolina. But she couldnât remember any of it. Not even her wedding day or giving birthâpossibly the two most important events in a womanâs life.
Retrograde amnesiaâthe words reverberated over and over in her brain, grating on her already frayed nerves like an out-of-tune piano. Only time would tell if her memory would return. And if it didnâtâ¦
âWeâre almost home,â Grant said in the husky voice that made warmth rush through her. His blue eyes bore into hers, searching, probing, seeking something she might never give. She held his gaze for a brief moment before reality set in. He knew her intimately, but he could have been a stranger on the street to her. She desperately tried to remember some small detail of their life together, some emotion for the handsome stranger, but her mind remained an empty black hole.
âSo youâre an architect?â she finally said in an attempt to fill the awkward silence.
âYes. Iâve been with this company for three years.â
âDid you design our house?â
His jaw tightened slightly, then he seemed to force itto relax. âNo. It was a resale. It actually needed some fixing up, but weâ¦that is, I planned to do it myself.â
âOh.â Emma didnât know why that surprised her. He obviously knew about building housesâprobably had redone everything to his own specifications. âIâm sure itâs lovely,â she said.
Grant rolled his shoulders and tension tightened his shoulders, evident in his rigid posture. âItâs nice. But I still havenât gotten around to all those projects yet.â He gave her a lopsided smile, an almost apologetic one, she noted, then turned his attention to the road.
Glancing at him once again, she noticed the dark circles beneath his eyes, the way his big hands wrapped around the steering wheel so tightly his knuckles turned white. What kind of a nightmare had they both fallen into? And what about their marriageâdid they love each other?
Right now he looked as miserable as she felt. Heâd tried to hide it; heâd told her not to worry, that he knew her memory would return once they arrived home. But she saw the fear lurking in his troubled eyes.
She was petrified. What if her memory never returned? Could she stay married to a stranger? Did he want to remain married to her?
âOur cleaning lady came by and straightened up,â Grant said, breaking the strained silence. âHer name is Martha. You met her at the jewelry store where you used to work.â
âI see,â Emma said, hating the formality in her tone.
âAnd Kate stayed with Carly this morning.â
Kate. Emma clung to her sisterâs name like a lifeline. At least with Kate around, she wouldnât have to face this ordeal alone. Perhaps she could live with Kate for a while. Sheâd mentioned it to Grant, but had felt hissuppressed fury at the idea. Then heâd masked his anger and the doctor had reassured her Grant had a point. Going home might trigger bits and pieces of her memory.
Emma studied her surroundings while Grant steered the Acura down a street lined with ancient magnolias and azaleas. Neat manicured lawns and an array of pastel-colored wooden homes filled the block. Neighbors were out shoveling off the small patches of murky ice and snow from a recent snowstorm, and the trees looked bare and desolate without their leaves. An older woman wearing a blue jogging suit walked along the sidewalk, and two small children raced bikes up and down the street.
âOh, this is beautiful. I love those weeping willows,â Emma said, sitting up to look out the window.
Grant smiled and visibly relaxed. âThatâs the same thing you said the first time
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