lower her weapon makes me cringe.
âOh, donât give me that look. I bounced right back. Even have a nice battle scar as a result.â
Sheâs speaking of the thin mark above her left eye, a paleecho of where stitches once held together split skin. I reach out, my thumb eager to trace it, and she pivots away from me. Itâs quiet for a moment, the air heavy with how things once were between us.
âWe should go,â Bree says. âTheyâre probably waiting.â
She attempts to squeeze by me and I grab her elbow before she can escape into the hall. âIâm not going to stop trying, Bree.â
âThen youâre an insensitive jerk who doesnât respect me,â she snaps. âOr what I want.â
âYou really donât want us to talk? Ever?â
âThatâs not what I said.â Sheâs scowling, looking at her feet, the doorframeâanything but me. âItâs complicated,â she says finally.
âExplain it, then.â
Bree stares down the hallway. Licks her lips. Finally, she glances back at me. âI still trust you on missions like this, I do. I still want us watching out for each other. I just donât want to be anything more.â
I donât believe her. Not for a second. But then I wonder if thatâs because Iâm doing exactly what she said: not respecting her decision, choosing my own feelings as a greater, more worthy truth. I let go of her arm and the tension in her body dissipates. Her shoulders relax. She peers at me, as if sheâs trying to read my thoughts.
âCome on,â she says, but I feel like Iâve managed to pull her closer by letting her go and the concept is so bizarre that I stand there smiling, my feet fused with the floor.
âWhatâs the matter with you?â she asks.
âYou,â I say. âYou make me a mess.â
She rolls her eyes and hmph s. But she also gives my chest a light shove before walking away. Contact. That she initiated. The first since Burg.
FOUR
UNLIKE BONE HARBOR, PINE RIDGE sits along a narrow inlet instead of a cove. We fly over a long stretch of dry earth and rust-colored rock to get there, and when we arrive the tide is out, making the town look impressively dreary. From the sky, the community is a horseshoe around the empty trench, pockets of water still pooled in the deeper areas, with bridges spanning it at various intervals.
We touch down well inland, where the inlet is fed by a small river butting against a narrow ridge of pinesâthe landform that likely gave the town its name. The smell of salt hits me when we climb out of the craft. We haul the gear from the helicopter and Heidi disappears almost immediately. She must have her own orders to attend to.
The outer edge of town is marked by a failing wood fence, and it is here that a young man reclines, hip against a post and ankles crossed. When he sees us approaching, he pushes off the fence and tosses his rolled smoke in the dirt.
âAdam?â He gives a hesitant wave, then presses a fist to his heart, three fingers splayed out so they almost look like a capital E given the angle heâs holding them. âYouâre here for Nick?â
âItâs that obvious?â Adam says, mimicking the Expat salute.
A smile flickers across the guyâs face. âChopper kind of gives it away. So, what were the plans again?â
âWe never said. Canât be too careful in gulfside towns these days. Iâm sure you understand . . .â
âGage,â he finishes. âMan, Iâm sorry, rattling on and not introducing myself. Iâve been working the waters with Nick for about a year now.â He pulls out a new smoke and lights it. âWe were competitors before that, but Nick bought me out, which was a blessing, really. It was only a matter of time before heâd have run me under. Heâs a hardnose, Bageretti. But thatâs why heâs the