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laughs. “Are you happy Saul?”
    He stands and walks over to the bar and downs a quick drink, “After Julia, I didn’t think there would be anyone else again for me, but when I met her at the strip club, there was something different about her and I kept going back to watch her dance. She makes me happy Juan, that’s all I can ask for.”
    “I’m happy for you Saul. I really am and I guess I will get to know Jade in the coming months but I like her already.”
    He grins at me, and says he will see me tomorrow night if all goes to plan. Luckily, we didn’t have a gig for another two nights. So, tomorrow will have to be the night. I had to keep my fingers crossed that I can talk Peppa into coming home and getting some rest.
    When I’m up and about that next night I get ready to once again spend my time sitting with Peppa at Noah’s bedside. The fear and guilt of what tonight can bring hits me. So many lies are going to have to be told and the fear of losing them both plays havoc with my mind.
    As I walk into Noah’s room Peppa is still sitting where I left her, mumbling away to Noah. I once again kiss Noah on his forehead and take my seat next to Peppa to hold her hand. She turns my way today and speaks, “They have put him in an induced coma so his body can heal and then the doctors will have a better idea of what his future holds. It could be weeks before they wake him up. Oh Juan, I want him back. I can’t stand the thought of him lying here. It’s killing me. I just want to hear him say my name again.” She breaks down and I pull her into my arms and hold her tight.
    “Peppa, I know you want to watch over him but you need sleep. You must be exhausted and I bet you haven’t had anything to eat today. And to be honest baby, you are starting to smell.” Lara and her parents choose that moment to walk in and I use it to my advantage, “Noah’s parents and sister are here now, they will sit with Noah tonight and I’m sure Lara will phone if anything changes.”
    She finally gives in and while waiting for a taxi I send a text to Saul. When we get back I take her straight for a shower. I once again hold her as she breaks down. It’s only when the water runs cold that we move from the shower floor to the bed.
    The first lie comes from my mouth when I tell her I need to get back as the band has a gig, but I’m really going to Jade’s house. I lie there waiting for Peppa to fall asleep and the guilt hits me again and I let a few tears escape. It’s not long until I hear the slowing down of her heart and breathing, then I know she has drifted off. I quickly get dressed and send Saul another text and ask for Jade’s address. Once I have it, I run and make it there in three minutes. Saul opens the door and lets me in as Jade isn’t back yet.
    Saul asks, “How’s Peppa?”
    “Not good Saul, and it’s only going to get worse after tonight.” I run a hand through my hair. “How can I do this to her? Fuck, she is never going to forgive me.”
    Saul peers at me and frowns, “You are saving the man she loves. It might hurt at first but when she knows everything she will forgive you.”
    A banging noise comes at the door and our conversation is forgotten as Saul opens the door to Jade, who is carrying Noah. For someone so small she must be very strong as she didn’t hand him over to me, instead she carries Noah to the room she has secured for him and lays him down on the bed.
    I climb on to the bed and gather Noah up in my arms, placing kisses anywhere I can and I say to him. “Hello sexy, I can’t wait for you to kiss me back.” I take a look at his pale complexion, there is no life in him but that’s about to change.
    I take the knife I spotted on the nightstand and drag it along my wrist, watching the blood trickle out of the cut. I stare over at Saul and ask him if he can hold Noah’s mouth open while I place my wrist over it. I start to panic when five minutes pass and he remains lifeless. Then it