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patriotic scenes. He once even wept when Bruce Willis was unexpectedly shot in the arm.
    Yet year after year, through three decades of marriage, while they adopted and raised two orphans, they diligently fertilized the tree of death, watered it, pruned it, sprayed it to ward off spider mite and whitefly. They replaced their back porch with a much larger redwood deck, which they furnished to provide numerous viewpoints where they can sit together at breakfast or during a warm desert evening, admiring this magnificent lethal work of nature.
    Wishing to avoid being seen by the authorities who would be going to and coming from the Jessup house during the remaining hours of the night, I stepped through the gate in the picket fence at the back of the Ying property. Because taking a seat on the deck without invitation seemed to be ill-mannered, I sat in the yard, under the brugmansia.
    The eight-year-old in me wondered if the grass could have absorbed poison from the tree. If sufficiently potent, the toxin might pass through the seat of my jeans.
    My cell phone rang.
    “Hello?”
    A woman said, “Hi.”
    “Who’s this?”
    “Me.”
    “I think you have the wrong number.”
    “You do?”
    “Yes, I think so.”
    “I’m disappointed,” she said.
    “It happens.”
    “You know the first rule?”
    “Like I said—”
    “You come alone,” she interjected.
    “—you’ve got a wrong number.”
    “I’m
so
disappointed in you.”
    “In me?” I asked.
    “Very much so.”
    “For being a wrong number?”
    “This is pathetic,” she said, and terminated the call.
    The woman’s caller ID was blocked. No number had appeared on my screen.
    The telecom revolution does not always facilitate communication.
    I stared at the phone, waiting for her to misdial again, but it didn’t ring. I flipped it shut.
    The wind seemed to have swirled down a drain in the floor of the desert.
    Beyond the motionless limbs of the brugmansia, which were leafy but flowerless until late spring, in the high vault of the night, the stars were sterling-bright, the moon a tarnished silver.
    When I checked my wristwatch, I was surprised to see 3:17 A.M. Only thirty-six minutes had passed since I had awakened to find Dr. Jessup in my bedroom.
    I had lost all awareness of the hour and had assumed that dawn must be drawing near. Fifty thousand volts might have messed with my watch, but it had messed more effectively with my sense of time.
    If the tree branches had not embraced so much of the sky, I would have tried to find Cassiopeia, a constellation with special meaning for me. In classic mythology, Cassiopeia was the mother of Andromeda.
    Another Cassiopeia, this one no myth, was the mother of a daughter whom she named Bronwen. And Bronwen is the finest person I have ever known, or ever will.
    When the constellation of Cassiopeia is in this hemisphere and I am able to identify it, I feel less alone.
    This isn’t a reasoned response to a configuration of stars, but the heart cannot flourish on logic alone. Unreason is an essential medicine as long as you do not overdose.
    In the alley, a police car pulled up at the gate. The headlights were doused.
    I rose from the yard under the tree of death, and if my buttocks had been poisoned, at least they hadn’t yet fallen off.
    When I got into the front passenger’s seat and pulled the door shut, Chief Porter said, “How’s your tongue?”
    “Sir?”
    “Still itch?”
    “Oh. No. It stopped. I hadn’t noticed.”
    “This would work better if you took the wheel, wouldn’t it?”
    “Yeah. But that would be hard to explain, this being a police car and me being just a fry cook.”
    As we drifted along the alleyway, the chief switched on the headlights and said, “What if I cruise where I want, and when you feel I should turn left or right, you tell me.”
    “Let’s try it.” Because he had switched off the police radio, I said, “Won’t they be wanting to reach you?”
    “Back there at the Jessup