to be shit out of luck for the rest of eternity.â
âGot it,â he blurted, and started walking again. âWe canât just look the other way.â
âWe have our rules,â I pointed out.
Max shot me an ironic little grin. âRemember who youâre talking to.â
âAll right, okay,â I said, giving in. âI need a case. A dirty, difficult, dangerous case. Otherwise Iâll go to pieces, Iâm already teetering on the edge.â
âThen this one seems perfect to me,â the fat man commented.
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After taking Max home I continued on toward Vicenza. Edoardo âCatfishâ Fassio, a real blues expert, the only true Italian âblue-jay,â was spinning that night in a club in the provinces.
I got there early. Catfish was eating a bowl of pasta. He waved me over to his table.
âEveryone says the blues is dead but here we still are,â he said as he poured me a glass of red.
âThe blues just donât know how to give up.â
We toasted to the devilâs music and he took the opportunity to give me the once-over. âYouâve got the face of someone whoâs not going to make it unless he gets a horse-pill sized dose of good old-fashioned blues.â
âIâve been prescribing myself a lot of Susan Tedeschi.â
âSheâs good and sheâs cute,â he noted as he slid his hand into a bag he kept by his side, âbut you need more powerful injections.â
He set a few CDs down in front of me. His famous mixtapes. âStart with this,â he added, pointing to one entitled
Night Stalker
, Missy Andersenâs old warhorse.
âThanks, Catfish.â
He went and sat down at his booth onstage. A few minutes later, people were dancing as he put on records and recounted juicy anecdotes about the singers. All while repeating that people who didnât like the blues could go fuck themselves.
Two hours later he came back and sat down at the table, but by then I was too out of it to carry on a conversation. The owner knew me and let me sleep on a bench. When I woke up the next morning, I found the bartender restocking the bar. He made me an espresso and gave me a message from Catfish. âHe paid the tab, but next time itâs your treat.â
âBig tab?â
He laughed before answering. âI havenât seen a drinker like you in quite some time.â
I hoped that was a compliment, and lit the first cigarette of the day.
âYou can take the alcohol out of the blues, but you canât take the blues out of the alcohol,â I philosophized, trying to set a slightly more dignified tone as I headed for the door.
I began the round of therapy Catfish had prescribed by listening to the first CD, and by the time I opened the door to my home I felt oppressed by an unmotivated sadness. Thatâs the way it works with the blues, you start over from the bottom and then you try to pull yourself back up.
âA woman?â the fat man asked; he was, as usual, engrossed with the dayâs papers.
âA bottle,â I replied, heading for the bathroom. I needed a shower.
I took it slow, and gave up on the idea of shaving after a couple of misguided attempts. I was still pretty drunk.
When I got back to the living room, I was met with a bear hug from Beniamino. As usual, he was impeccably garbed. He was wearing a light wool, hazel brown, double-breasted suit, and a pair of leather shoes in bordeaux that looked quite expensive. The knot in his tie was perfect.
âSatisfied with your new boat?â I asked.
He smiled. âTo call her a boat doesnât do her justice, but in any case, yes, Iâm satisfied, and sheâs already earned me a few thousand euros.â
âHave you gone back to smuggling?â
âIf a good opportunity turns up, I wonât let it pass me by.â
Max uncorked a bottle of white wine. âI brought Beniamino up-to-date on the story