great time capturing the players catching and throwing the ball and running up and down the field. Hamm even took me up close and personal, and I got to meet a few of the players and actually shake their hands. I kept my wits about me and didnât act a complete fool, but I was a little starstruck.
âLet me get a few shots of you, Hamm,â I requested as together we walked toward the stands.
âYou want pictures of little old me? Shucks, I ainât nobody.â
âIf it werenât for you, I might be walking with a limp right now,â I said and laughed, still living out my lie from community day.
âIâm sure you know how to get yourself medical attention when itâs necessary. You would have been just fine had I not been around.â
âMaybe so, but not without an exorbitant medical bill to go with it,â I replied, pointing the camera at him. âAnd I definitely wouldnât have been swept off my feet and have found myself resting comfortably in the doctorâs arms.â
âOh, you liked that, huh?â He smiled and came toward me with his arms ready to lift me. I practically jumped in his arms this time, except instead of assuming a cradle position, I wrapped my legs at his waist. âWhoa!â he exclaimed, grabbing my thighs and holding me up.
âWhat? Am I too heavy?â
âNot at all,â he whispered in a tone that suggested he was perfectly fine with my weight and positioning.
âHow long do you think you could hold me like this?â I winked.
Backing me into a wall and pushing his hips forward, he answered, âWe can find out. Iâm pretty strong, you know.â With a quick shift, he raised me up into his arms, bringing my pelvis up to his chest, and then proposed lifting me even higher than that.
âOkay, okay, let me down,â I ordered and giggled. âLet me down.â
âOh, donât get scared now.â He seductively bit his bottom lip and glanced at my breasts, which were just a quick jerk away from his face.
âBeing scared is not what Iâm scared of.â
âWhat is it, then?â he asked, still threatening to toss me up around his neck so that my crotch would meet his face.
âI donât want your girlfriend to catch us. She might not appreciate me too much.â
âIf I had one, youâd have something to worry about.â
âSo youâre not seeing anyone?â I asked, not wanting to make assumptions about his answer.
âNot at all,â he said, looking up at me. âHow do I know your boyfriend is not going to come popping up from around the corner, wondering what youâre doing up in my arms?â
âIf I had one, youâd have something to worry about,â I answered with a wink.
âIn that case, I think I could hold you like this all night, every night.â
But just a few nights and a few dinners later, that âall night, every nightâ became a thing of the past--and so did Hamm. Regardless of my calls and texts, it was like Hamm and I had never even met. Even when I went to church after that, Hamm avoided me like an STD. Couldnât get him to call me back if my quasi-sprained ankle depended on it. I was more embarrassed now than I had been when Iâd fallen. Iâd quickly and easily given myself away, thinking that somebody like Hamm, a churchgoing, worshipping man, would have more respect for me, or for the situation, than to just completely dis me. That was what those no-good busters in the street did, but I didnât expect that from a church guy.
Iâd played myself, but lesson learned. Church or no church, all men were after only one thing, and after they got it, they were gone.
Chapter 6
Candis
âCandis, I heard that Russell is getting married.â
Russell? What? Hearing Dina say those words felt like a blow to my head with a baseball bat, but I didnât want it to show. âReally? Good