Flesh: Part Eight (The Flesh Series Book 8) Read Online Free PDF

me so
intimately. And then it hits me like a ton of bricks. A feeling that
swells my heart and makes me melt and heightens my pleasure.
    For once, he's not
fucking me. He's making love to me.

    ***

    To be completely
honest, after the first few times that I had sex with Lucian, I
thought I was completely ruined from ever enjoying love making again.
The sweet slow motion of two bodies meeting never seemed to make me
orgasm. Lucian's carnal fucking always did. The friction of his cock
pumping into me and his pubic bone rubbing against my clit had a way
of driving me to climax every single time. It was amazing. Dizzying,
even. Nothing had ever felt so good.
    I lay beneath
Lucian, thinking about the surrealness of the situation. All around
us are pictures of his dead wife and child. They're watching us.
They're seeing him with me like this. Maybe not literally, but it
feels like it.
    He has confessed
that he has feelings for me...of some sort, and now he's proving it.
He's giving me the romance I told him I wanted. And he's far better
at it than I think he gives himself credit for.
    I practically purr
as I enjoy the feeling of his big cock spreading me. Seeing him move
on top of me, knowing that he's doing his best to make me happy,
knowing that he's enjoying it, stimulates my hormones to an almost
unbelievable level. Even though he's not jackhammering into me, I can
still feel the familiar throbbing sensation between my thighs. It
won't be long before I come again.
    I hook my legs
around Lucian's hips and hold him against me, moaning softly into his
ear as he picks up the pace ever so slightly. The sound of his
labored breathing only makes my core pulse more. He grinds heavily
into me, his pubic bone drawing long strokes across my clit. I feel
so overwhelmed with pleasure and happiness that wetness comes to my
eyes. Tears of joy. I feel like an idiot for crying right now, but I
just can't help it. This is what I wanted from him all along. All of
this.
    I hold my breath as
each thrust pushes me closer to the edge. Lucian kisses my neck and
his body passes the threshold of gentle for a few quick seconds. I
cry out, my nails digging into his back as the world dissolves around
us and all I see is everything we could be together. It's an orgasm
on both a physical and emotional level, something I've never
experienced before.
    He presses deeply
into me, giving a few shallow thrusts. I can feel his dick swelling
and twitching and spilling into me. It makes me want to hold him even
tighter against me, but I don't think that's possible. We're so
connected that there's no space between us. My hips are bucked up to
meet him, drinking everything in. I can feel his rapid heartbeat
pounding against my chest. It's amazing. Incredible. Unbelievable. I
don't ever want it to end. Not ever.
    I lick my lips and
then kiss his face, holding it in my hands, making sure I don't miss
an inch of skin. His forehead, his cheeks, his eyes, his chin. The
small bit of stubble feels funny against my mouth, but I don't mind
much. This is me taking in all of him.
    When I'm done, he
gives me a quick peck on the lips before rolling off of me. We lay
there together for several moments, just breathing and staring up at
the ceiling. There's a giddy feeling swirling inside of me that's
pushing at the surface. Even though we just had sex, I feel like I
have enough energy to run around the world. I want to get up and jump
up and down and whoop as if I've just conquered the greatest feat
ever. Maybe I have, because I think I might have conquered Lucian
Reddick's heart. At least, I hope I did.
    With my breathing
finally calm, I roll over to cuddle Lucian. Almost the second that I
do, he sits up to get out of bed. My heart sinks so hard that I think
it might have left my body. This is his classic after sex
dismissiveness. The happy tears that were streaming down my face only
moments ago turn to sorrow and shame. He's about to kick me out.
    I draw my legs up to
my chest and