air. I was pretty sure the guy in the suit standingat the bar was one of the Marsalis brothers and that the blonde a few tables over once had a recurring role on
CSI
. Meanwhile, Dad was leaning toward the glamorous young couple to our right and showing them the
New York Weekly
article.
Was I being übersensitive, or was this totally bizarre?
âYouâre not going to the professional childrenâs school,â Mom said the next morning. The inspiration for this idea had come from Raigh the night before. A neighbor on her floor had a ballet dancer daughter who went to that school.
âWhy not?â I asked with a yawn. âIt would be perfect for me. And ninth gradeâs the perfect year to transfer.â
âHerrin is perfect for you.â Dressed in her work clothes, she was standing at the kitchen counter, waiting impatiently for her chai tea to steep. I was sitting at the kitchen table, head propped in my hands, watching a bowl of Cheerios go soggy.
âHerrin canât make the time accommodations I need for my career,â I said.
The facial tic Mom sometimes got around her left eye fired involuntarily.
âWhy do you hate it so much when I use that word?â I asked.
âI donât hate it.â
âYou soooo hate it. Itâs like in your opinion no onewhoâs fifteen can have a career. But there are Olympic skaters, gymnasts, tennis players, actors, and singers who do it all the time.â
âThatâs different,â she said.
âOh, really?â
âYes, really. Most of them are seizing a moment that may be the only opportunity theyâll ever have. Young athletes have to take advantage of a youthful agility and flexibility they wonât have when theyâre in their twenties. The actors and singers are capitalizing on being cute and adorable in a way that might very well change dramatically by the end of puberty.â
âAnd you donât think Iâm doing the same thing?â I asked.
Mom leveled her gaze at me. âI think youâre talented and youâve worked hard. Iâm proud of you, Jamie, but honestly, just because youâve sold some photographs and
New York Weekly
ran that story about you because youâre so young does not mean this is a career. Iâm not sure how you can call hanging around with a disreputable bunch of freelance photographers who make money by invading other peopleâs privacy a career. No one ever mistook a paparazzo for an Olympic gymnast.â
âThey might if they saw some of the moves my âdisreputableâ friends make to get a picture,â I quipped with another yawn. âWhy shouldnât car-dodging be an Olympic sport?â
Iâd hoped Mom would smile, but she didnât. The skinaround her eyes wrinkled. âWhat time did you get home last night?â
âDonât change the subject,â I said.
A healthy dose of motherly stink-eye followed as she fumed, âToday is a school day and you need to be awake. Your father is the most irresponsible excuse for an adult that everââ
âWe were celebrating.â
The tooth puller looked blank. âSorry?â
âThe
New York Weekly
article? Hello? The one all about your daughter and the career sheâs not allowed to have?â
The kitchen door swung open, and Elena wheeled in Alex. My brother cannot speak or control his actions, and yet he is incredibly aware and astute. He took one look at my mother and me, and I could see in his eyes that he knew weâd been arguing.
He made a grunting sound and a jerky motion with his head. It was his way of saying, âWhatâs going on?â
My mother and I locked eyes. âYouâll have to forgive me if your
career
is not foremost on my mind,â she said. âI have a few other things to attend to.â
MARCH OF TENTH GRADE, SEVENTH DAY OF SPRING VACATION IN LA
I KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE A CLICHÃ, BUT I FEEL NAKED