glad you didnât!â
Fletcher winced. âHey, buddy, give me a hand with the unpacking, will you?â
The big items had all been delivered, but there were several loads of unopened boxes.
âThe showâs almost over. I want to see how the cheese turns out.â
âThe suspense must be killing you,â said Fletcher. âHey, you know what they make with the mozzarella cheese?â
âPizza! Can we order pizza tonight?â
âSure. Or we could just eat the leftover pizza from last night.â
âItâs better fresh.â
âGood point. Iâll call after we unpack two more boxes. Deal?â
âYeah,â Teddy said with a quick fist pump.
The new house had everything Fletcher had once envisioned, back when heâd had someone to dream withâa big kitchen open to the rest of the house. If he knew how to cook, delicious things would happen here. But the person who made the delicious things was longgone from his life. Still the old dream lingered, leading Fletcher to this particular house, a New England classic a century old. It had a fireplace and a room with enough bookshelves to be called a library. There was a back porch with a swing heâd spent the afternoon putting together, and it was not just any swing, but a big, comfortable one with cushions large enough for a fine napâa swing heâd been picturing for more than a decade.
They tackled a couple of boxes of books. Teddy was quiet for a while as he shelved them. Then he held up one of the books. âWhyâs it called Lord of the Flies ?â
âBecause itâs awesome,â Fletcher said.
âOkay, but why is it called that?â
âYouâll find out when youâre older.â
âIs it something dirty Iâm not supposed to know about?â
âItâs filthy dirty.â
âMom would have a cow if I told her you had a dirty book.â
âGreat. Hereâs a thought. Donât tell her.â
Teddy put the book on the shelf, then added a few more to the collection. âSo, Dad?â
âYeah, buddy?â
âIs this really where we live now?â He looked around the room, his eyes two saucers of hurt.
Fletcher nodded. âThis is where we live.â
âForever and ever?â
âYep.â
âThatâs a long time.â
âIt is.â
âSo when I tell my friends to come over to my house, will they come to this one or our other house?â
There was no our anymore. Celia had taken possession of the custom-built place west of town.
He stopped shelving books and turned to Teddy. âWherever you are, thatâs home.â
They worked together, putting up the last of the books. Fletcher stepped back, liking the balance of the bookcases flanking the fireplace, the breeze from the back porch stirring the chains of the swing.
The only thing missing was the one person who had shared the dream with him.
3
O pen your eyes.â
An unfamiliar voice drifted overhead. She couldnât tell if the spoken words were in her mind or in the room. The sound floated away into silence, punctuated by hissing and a low hum. Despite the request, she couldnât open her eyes. The room didnât exist. Only blackness. She was swimming in dark water, yet for some reason, she could breathe in and out as though the water nourished her lungs.
Other sounds filled the space around her, but she couldnât identify themâthe rhythmic suck and sigh of a machine, maybe a dishwasher or a mechanical pump of some kind. A hydraulic pump?
She smelled . . . something. Flowers in bloom. Maybe bug spray. No, flowers. Lilies. Stargazer lilies.
Lilies of the field. Wasnât that from the Sermon on the Mount? It was the name of a high school play. Yes, her friend Gordy had won the Sidney Poitier role in the production.
â. . . more activity by the hour. Sheâs progressed to minimal consciousness. The night
Janwillem van de Wetering