it.â
He waits for me to answer, but Iâm adrift in his words, how true they feel, and his brown eyes, with flecks of gold that play off his dark skin and the kinetic lights of the carnival. His smile reaches all the way to his eyes, and they crinkle at the sides; I watch the carnival pass behind me, reflected in his irises.
Suddenly he hops off the wall. âDrink?â
âUm, yes, please.â
But truthfully, no, Iâd rather go back to listening to him speak about New Orleans or music or anything. Really, anything.
âIâll be right back; donât run away, okay? You looked like you might bolt when I started talking about Orleans being a person.â
Nope, just staring into your gorgeous eyes and probably looking like a dolt. âI wonât, I promise.â
âCool.â He slips into the nearest bar, and I almost shout after him that I am sixteen and probably shouldnât be drinking anything alcoholic, but heâs gone before I can and part of me kinda hopes he does bring back a beer or a drink drink.
I think of Adam and the swigs of Dadâs whiskey and how it made him loose. How it sometimes made the shadows that followed him disappear and sometimes made them bold like the midday sun.
âYou okay there, girl?â Taj settles up next to me, occupying Electric Blueâs space. I realize that I know all his friendâs names but not his. âYou looked lost in thought there for a second, and not a very good one.â
I nod. âYeah, more like complicated and hard to get into.â
Taj lays his buzok against his feet and holds his hands up with a smile.
Taj is the shortest of the guys, but thereâs something about him that tells me heâs the life of the party. âSay no more, I wonât pry.â
Danny bounds over to my other side, but DomÃnguez seems preoccupied with a particularly flirty fairy. âIâm already soaked in sweatââDanny points to his shirt, patches of moisture visible below his armpitsââand it ainât even eight yet.â
âI told you to bring yourself a backup,â Taj replies.
Iâm still in a bit of a daze from Electric Blueâs commentearlier. âAre you sure that wasnât the official parade?â
Danny shakes his head. âNah, pre-party. People are going to get their dance on until it starts around eight. Unless the sky starts falling by then.â
âYou mean the rain? Will they cancel if it starts raining?â
Taj shakes his head, a laugh tumbling out. âThen theyâll start at eight fifteen!â
âBut for real, Taj, you think that stormâs going to hit us?â Danny tips his hat to a couple of girls as they walk by; they smile but keep on walking.
Taj looks up at the sky, and my gaze follows. The sky is darkening a hairâs breadth at a time, but the moon is already out despite the daylight. Off in the distance there are long stretches of dark clouds ready to roll in; above us a few pitiful gray puffs threaten the evening.
âNah, my dad says itâs turning away from us and will probably die off before it gets any closer.â
âPlenty close,â Danny says. âFrom what I hear we going to feel it later in the night or early morning.â
âYou think people would be out here partying it up if there was a tropical storm just round the corner?â
âHell yeah!â Danny laughs, and soon Taj is laughing as well. The wind joins in, tussling my hair.
âWait, I thought it was just, like, rain. Thereâs a tropical storm coming?â I interject, realizing I probably shouldâve paid more attention to Tavis after all. But Iâve found it hardto think of anything outside my own drama for several weeks now.
Taj nods. âThatâs what one weatherman said, but everyone here knows tropical storms and hurricanes donât show up during Mid-Summer. It would be mad rude if it