to this stage so easily. She had underestimated Connorâs will to compete.
âGod, this is twisted,â said Kate. âWhat would you even do if you had them?â
At this, Mrs. Goring offered a fleeting smile that lasted only a moment.
âI canât get back what he stole from me. Iâm cursed to hold the rank of seven, like Avery, and we are among the few who can never go back. But you I can help. Your wretched blood can be your antidote.â
âYouâd insert our blood back into us?â asked Ben. âThat doesnât sound like such a good idea.â
âAll of your vials together, thatâs the antidote.â
âWhoa, hold on,â said Kate. âYou mean we go find these thingsâthese vials of whateverâthen you make some sort of witchâs brew and stick a needle in my arm?â
âAnd then I pump you full of blood from this bunch of idiots,â said Mrs. Goring, leaning over the table and staring down at Kate Hollander. âYes, thatâs the cure.â
There was a certain logic to it, in a black magic sort of way, that somewhere within all our mire lay a cure for what ailed us. But I didnât trust her just the same.
âHow do you know it will work?â I asked. âAnd why should we believe you?â
âI know because he told me. And you should trust me because I hate him just as much as you do. Weâre bound by our loathing of the same person. And besides, the same thing that will cure you? It will kill him. Thatâs my take in the bargain. You get cured, I get a way to put an end to this madness, an end to Rainsford, once and for all.â
âA poison for the one guy who canât be killed,â Alex commented. âInteresting.â
âBut heâs gone,â I said, feeling inside that Iâd love to be the one to stick the needle into his arm. âYou donât even know where he is.â
âIâm banking on his return at some point in the not-too-distant future. Heâs careful about cleaning up his messes, and you, Will Besting, are a mess.â
I pondered what that meant as Mrs. Goring stood stone cold, with her arms folded over her chest. Sheâd said her piece, but there was one thing she hadnât told us. I was thinking about the one thing, but it was Marisa with her haunted, weary voice who asked.
âWhat was your fear?â
Mrs. Goring put the vial back in her pocket.
âI am the anti-Will Besting. Or I was.â
âYou were afraid of being alone?â I asked, surprised by the revelation.
âNot anymore, as you can plainly see by my circumstances. Iâve come to understand that people are nothing but trouble and silence is golden.â
âIf youâre lying to us,â said Kate, standing in unison with the rest of us as Mrs. Goring started for the door, âIâll kill you.â
Mrs. Goring didnât bother to respond as she walked the length of Fort Eden and put her hand on the handle of the door.
âItâs time to take back whatâs yours,â she said without turning back.
And then she was out the door and we were all following her.
On the way to the pond, there was a flurry of questions about where we were going and what we would be required to do, accompanied by a grand total of zero answers from the woman in charge. Mrs. Goring had fallen into an impenetrable silence. It was a lonely walk, because no one would look at me. Iâd betrayed them, Marisa most of all, and they werenât going to let me forget it.
Keith, little bro, I wish you were here.
Donât sweat it. Theyâre just a bunch of losers. You donât need them.
What about Marisa?
Itâs not like you were gonna marry her. Grow up.
Sometimes the conversations I have with my dead brother are not as useful as I hope they will be. As I was lost in my pretend Keith world, I looked back toward Fort Eden. The wind was still moving