I didnât know if that was because that version had died, or been captured by Binary or HEX, or if this was the home world of one of my fellow students back on Base. I didnât spend too much time thinking about it.
When Iâd expanded my senses to look for Josephine, right before Iâd felt HEXâs attack, Iâd felt herâand she hadnât been home.
What was a version of me, not even seventeen years old, doing away from home at three A.M. ? It wasnât like Greenville had an active nightlife (although I suppose this one had a twenty-four-hour diner, at least . . .) and I had never been the most popular of kids. I certainly hadnât been cool enough to hang out with anyone whoâd stay out all night. Maybe this version of me was different, but I doubted it.
I kept moving, occasionally hopping into a different dimension to throw off any pursuers. When Iâd first started Walking, Iâd done it instinctivelyâand, apparently, badly. One of my teachers had explained that Iâd basically puncheda hole in the wall instead of finding the door. Iâd gotten better at it since then, and it was easier to slip between the worlds without causing as many ripples. I could Walk as many times as there was a portal around; HEX and Binary were operating on borrowed power, so my hope was that being a moving target would discourage them from chasing me too far.
I eventually made my way back to Josephineâs Greenville, a few blocks over from where Iâd started. The HEX agents didnât seem to be following me anymore; I couldnât sense them when I tried.
I could sense her. She was a couple of streets away from where I was now, out of the residential area. I could see the brighter lights of the business district off in the distance, which was definitely where the familiar tug was leading me.
I sighed. Nothing was ever easy. . . .
With my senses on high alert and my ribs aching again from all the movement, I started down the street.
It didnât take me long to track her down, though I was still at a loss as to why she was apparently in an abandoned office building. The hair on the back of my neck was standing on end. The last time Iâd been in a place like this, I had found Joaquim, the Walker whoâd turned out to not be a Walker at all, whoâd betrayed my team and caused Jerzyâs death. Heâd been pretending to be a captive of Binary so weâd ârescueâ him. . . . Had Josephine been taken captive, too?
It was seeming more and more likely. The HEX scouts outside her house . . . maybe they hadnât been waiting for me, after all. Maybe they had found her.
This was bad. I was still running on borrowed time, dealing with several injuries, and had no weapons. I had no one I could call for backup. Josephine was supposed to become my backup.
The smart thing to do would be to cut my losses and goâhead to another version of Greenville and find another me. Like I said, as long as there were portals, I never had to stop Walking. I could go anywhere I wanted, as long as I got there before FrostNight destroyed everything. . . .
I was berating myself for not ever being able to do the smart thing as I picked the lock on the abandoned building.
See, when HEX and Binary capture a Walker, they donât just kill them. They use them. Iâd explained that to Mr. Dimas, but I hadnât explained how. HEX boils us down, literally puts us in a giant cauldron, still alive and screaming, and boils us like lobsters. Down past the skin and bones, to our very essence. Then they put that essence in a jar and cast some kind of spell on it and use it whenever they need to Walk. And thatâs not the worst part, no way.
The worst part is, in some small way, weâre still alive. Still aware . And we know whatâs been done to us and what weâre being used for.
Iâd rather die right nowârather let all the worlds
Elizabeth Amelia Barrington