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“What a pretty sight. When Coach says hit, we hit. It’s so simple.”
    “It’s not simple, Gary. Reality is constantly being interrupted.We’re hardly even aware of it when we’re out there. We perform like things with metal claws. But there’s the other element. For lack of a better term I call it the psychomythical. That’s a phrase I coined myself.”
    “I don’t like it. What does it refer to?”
    “Ancient warriorship,” he said. “Cults devoted to pagan forms of technology. What we do out on that field harks back. It harks back. Why don’t you like the term?”
    “It’s vague and pretentious. It means nothing. There’s only one good thing about it. Nobody could remember a stupid phrase like that for more than five seconds. See, I’ve already forgotten it.”
    “Wuuurrrrk. Wuuuurrrrrk.”
    “Hobbs’ll throw to Jessup now,” I said. “He always goes to his tight end on third and short inside the twenty. He’s like a retarded computer.”
    “For a quarterback Hobbs isn’t too bright. But you should have seen him last year, Gary. At least Creed’s got him changing plays at the line. Last year it was all Hobbsie could do to keep from upchucking when he saw a blitz coming. Linebackers pawing at the ground, snarling at him. He didn’t have what you might call a whole lot of poise.”
    “Here comes Cecil off. Is that him?”
    “They got old Cecil. Looks like his shoulder.”
    Cecil Rector, a guard, came toward the sideline and Roy Yellin went running in to replace him. The trainer popped Cecil’s shoulder back into place. Then Cecil fainted. Bing strolled down that way to have a look at Cecil unconscious. Vern Feck, who coached the linebackers, started shouting at his people. Then he called the special units on to practice kickoff return and coverage. Bing headed slowly up to the 40 yard line. He kicked off and the two teamsconverged, everybody yelling, bodies rolling and bouncing on the scant grass. When it was over Bing came back to the bench. His eyes seemed to belong to some small dark cave animal.
    “Something just happened,” he said.
    “You look frightened.”
    “You won’t believe what just happened. I was standing out there, getting ready to stride toward the ball, when a strange feeling came over me. I was looking right at the football. It was up on the tee. I was standing ten yards away, looking right at it, waiting for the whistle so I could make my approach, and that’s when I got this strange insight. I wish I could describe it, Gary, but it was too wild, too unbelievable. It was too everything, man. Nobody would understand what I meant if I tried to describe it.”
    “Describe it,” I said.
    “I sensed knowledge in the football. I sensed a strange power and restfulness. The football possessed awareness. The football knew what was happening. It knew. I’m sure of it.”
    “Are you serious, Bing?”
    “The football knew that this is a football game. It knew that it was the center of the game. It was aware of its own footballness.”
    “But was it aware of its own awareness? That’s the ultimate test, you know.”
    “Go ahead, Gary, play around. I knew you wouldn’t understand. It was too unreal. It was un-everything, man.”
    “You went ahead and kicked the ball.”
    “Naturally,” he said. “That’s the essence of the word. It’s a football, isn’t it? It is a
foot ball.
My foot sought union with the ball.”
    We watched Bobby Hopper get about eighteen on asweep. When the play ended a defensive tackle named Dickie Kidd remained on his knees. He managed to take his helmet off and then fell forward, his face hitting the midfield stripe. Two players dragged him off and Raymond Toon went running in to replace him. The next play fell apart when Hobbs fumbled the snap. Creed spoke to him through the bullhorn. Bing walked along the bench to look at Dickie Kidd.
    I watched the scrimmage. It was getting mean out there. The players were reaching the point where they