Eighteen (18)

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Author: J.A. Huss
people milling around and waiting for service or take-out.
    Every head swings to look at me and I can’t look down at my feet fast enough.
    “The usual?” he asks.
    I nod and slip to the back where I sit at a two-seater table that no one ever wants because it’s right next to the bathroom. But I like it. I like everything that is less desirable. I like to be where other people aren’t.
    I run the day through my head. The meeting this morning feels so far away. But one thing that still feels very close is the heat of Mateo’s breath when he whispered his name in my ear.
    And he was looking at my tits.
    It’s so inappropriate.
    A few minutes later Jose comes with my sliders and sets the red plastic basket down, along with a Diet Pepsi, which I can’t afford. “Thanks,” I say, hunching down into myself. I set my two dollars on the table and he pushes it back towards me.
    “You keep it. I made this for some lady who got an emergency and walked out before picking them up.”
    “Liar,” I say. But I smile.
    “How is that no-good bastard?”
    He’s talking about Jason. They grew up together. In fact, Jason has a lot of childhood friends in this area of Anaheim. This is where he grew up. He even went to Anaheim High too.
    I envy people who have a whole community of history surrounding them. I wish every day that I was still at home in my familiar neighborhood.
    “He’s OK.” I force a smile and look up as I take a bite and talk with my mouth full. “Mmmm. You have the best greasy burgers in town, Jose.”
    He shoots me with his finger. “Tell everyone you know.” He walks off when his wife, Maria, starts yelling for him to get back in the kitchen.
    My mind wanders back to Mateo. I will have to see him every day if I go back.
    Should I go back? Is a stupid piece of paper worth all this trouble?
    I’m not sure yet. So I just chew my food and drink my DP, and pretty soon, I’m out of reasons why I should stay here.
    The rain has stopped when I walk back home. And the baby is silent when I grab the door handle and give it a turn.
    Jason is sitting on the couch watching TV, his feet kicked up on a bright blue trunk that acts as a coffee table. “Where the fuck have you been?”
    He’s angry, and drunk. Well, maybe not drunk. But he’s definitely drinking because there’s two bottles of Corona on the side table next to the remote. They’re both empty.
    I sit on a chair across from the couch. “So it turns out…” But then the words get stuck in my throat. It’s so complicated, way too complicated to answer in a few sentences, so I just give up. “I was getting high with Phil.” It’s so much easier to lie.
    “Hmmm,” Jason says. “Must be nice to fuck off all day and have no responsibilities. Whose coat is that? You have a boyfriend now?”
    I don’t say anything to that. Phil is another childhood friend who lives all the way down the alley in a little house across West Street. He’s a small-time dealer. Pot mostly. And he sells it by the joint, so he’s my kind of dealer—affordable. Plus, he likes me and smokes me out whenever I go over there.
    “You’re gonna need to get a job, Shannon. I can’t pay for you anymore.”
    I nod. “OK. I’ll look tomorrow.” All I want is to go to my room and collapse on my hard futon. It feels like sleeping on concrete, but things could be worse. I could be sleeping on the disgusting twenty-year-old carpet instead.
    “So where were you really? Because I called down to Phil’s and you weren’t there.”
    “I don’t want to talk about it.”
    “Poor baby,” he says, his words rumbling out of his chest. “You’re eighteen now,” he continues, looking me up and down in a way that makes me uncomfortable. He makes me uncomfortable a lot. He came on to me once back in San Diego, but he was very drunk and the next day he pretended it never happened. “Legal.”
    “What’s that mean?” I don’t look like Jill at all. She had blonde hair and blue eyes
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