said.
She sounded horrified, like a teen scared of exposing weakness to a tutor, reminding Sam again of how young she was.
âIâm sure Linda would gladly organize some extra rehearsals,â he said. âThough itâs Mondays and Thursdays from next week, so that should help.â
âIâd rather it was just the two of us, just this one time.â Billie stuck to her guns. âSo I could really feel I was getting somewhere before next week.â She paused. âIâll understand if you say you donât want to, only please donât.â
It was exactly like talking to a kid.
Sam sighed. âYouâd have to come to my house. We could work in the lanai.â
And Claudia would be around.
Graceâs sister, whoâd been horrifically widowed last year, had moved to Sunny Isles Beach a few months back, close to where Saul â Samâs adoptive, much younger brother â and Cathy shared an apartment. And with his dad and Mildred just up in Golden Beach, all of them in easy reach of the Bay Harbor Islands, where Sam and Grace lived, they were spoilt for choice when it came to babysitting.
And in this case, chaperoning.
Better safe.
âThat would be just great,â Billie said. âTomorrow?â
âIâll have to run it by my sister-in-law,â Sam said. âSheâs staying with us while my wifeâs away.â
âTaking care of your little boy?â Billie said. âJoshua?â
âThatâs right.â
âSeven oâclock, if itâs OK with her?â
âSure,â Sam said.
May 11
Graceâs address â titled âIrrational fears and phobias in the young teenâ â began at nine a.m. on the penultimate morning of the conference.
She was buzzing with tension, her pulse racing, but she took a calming breath, conjured up a favorite image of Sam and Joshua playing, and took in her audience.
Those whose faces she could see looked expectant, interested.
Having no viable alternative, she began. âThe title of my talk this morning is misleading. One of Merriam-Websterâs definitions of the word âirrationalâ is ânot based on reasonâ.â
She paused, plucked a single face out of the front row.
Female, fortyish, anonymous.
She talked to her.
âIt seems to me,â she went on, âthat any young person has an incalculable number of reasons to experience fear of some sort. Being a still-growing, developing, unfolding human is both fascinating and terrifying. And even those children and young teens most capable of superficial toughness â the ones who appear to skate through â are often deep-down scared.
âI know I was,â she said. âWerenât you?â
In the long, narrow foyer just outside the conference room, a young man watched and listened through the slightly open glass doors.
And smiled.
He had wavy brown hair and rimless glasses, and he was dressed in a well-cut gray suit, blue silk tie and perfectly polished shoes.
A middle-aged woman in a navy-and-white-spotted dress came out of the room, moving carefully, quietly, so as not to disturb the speaker or her audience. The young man held the door open for her, and she nodded her thanks.
He stepped inside the room, took out his phone.
Went on listening and watching.
And, every now and then, discreetly, took photographs.
Sam called Grace before he took his shower.
Five a.m. in Miami. Eleven in Zurich.
Her printed schedule stated that the talk after her own was set to begin soon, which meant that Graceâs phone was probably switched off.
She picked up instantly, which told him sheâd been hoping heâd call.
Which he loved.
Something to be said about separation, perhaps â so long as it was brief.
âItâs early,â she said. âYou should be asleep.â
âI should be speaking to my wife,â Sam said. âHowâd it