for you,â called Agent Perez when she saw Ross coming.
Ross moved to Jakeâs door, glancing through the square window. He jumped back when Jake appeared behind the glass, inches away.
Ross punched the intercom button and reached for his sidearm. âBack off.â
âI want to know whatâs going on,â demanded the fade. His eyes flitted nervously from Ross to Perez. âWhereâs Tess?â
The last thing Ross wanted was to hear her name in the fadeâs mouth. âNot your concern. You keep quiet in there and maybe no one shoots you.â
Jakeâs features contorted in anguish. âDid I kill her? PleaseâI donât understandââ
The fadeâs head swiveled, like heâd heard something behind him. His body practically hummed with nervous energy, reminding Ross of his meth-addict brother. Except there was nothing sunken or hollow about Jakeânot anymore. The bastard was bright-eyed and fully charged.
Jakeâs gaze anchored on Ross again. âAm I some kind ofâ vampire ? I felt like I was sucking the life out of her.â
âYou were .â
âIs she dead?â
Ross took in Jakeâs distress and allowed a pinprick of compassion. âSheâs not dead. Not yet.â
Jake squeezed his eyes shut. âGod ⦠why didnât you just shoot me? Why donât you shoot me now?â
Ross studied the fadeâdark-blond curls, narrow forehead, brown eyes, short beard curling over chin and jaw. He was about Rossâs height but thinner and closer to Tessâs age.
âYou want me to shoot you,â Ross replied, dubious.
âWhy did you let her get so close? Youâre a Fed, right? You have to be, dressed like that. Were you supposed to be protecting her or what?â
Jesus. Ross felt like heâd been punched. He slipped his weapon back in the holster and turned to go.
âHey!â called Jake. The intercom was still on.
Impatient to get back upstairs, Ross hesitated before turning. A part of him could empathize. What a position to suddenly find yourself in.
âWhat she told me,â said Jake, ââthe alternate universe thingâis it true?â
âProbably. Itâs a theory.â
âBased on what? I mean, how can you know something like that?â
âWe canât, not for sure. But theyâve questioned enough of you to piece it together.â
Jake chuckled darkly. âI thought she was nuts. Or Iâd wound up in some purgatory for suicides.â
Ross lifted an eyebrow. âYou killed yourself?â
Jakeâs lips set, and he glared at Ross. âIâm finished talking to you. If she lives, Iâll talk to her . Shoot me if you want to. I donât fucking care.â
*Â Â Â *Â Â Â *
When Ross entered his apartment the lights were dimmed, and he thought Carmichael and the physician had gone.
âIâm here,â Carmichael called from the bed. She had her arms around Tess, pressing her head against her chest. âDr. Bakshi went to the room next door to sleep.â
âHow is she?â asked Ross.
âSheâs still so cold. Will you throw the rest of those blankets over us?â
Ross grabbed the pile from the couch and spread them over the bed.
âSorry about your bed,â said Carmichael. âI donât think we should move her again.â
âNo, I agree. I can go to one of the other rooms.â
âDonât do that. I might need you.â
Ross breathed a little easier. He was prepared to defer to Carmichael, but he didnât want to be sent away. âOkay, Doctor.â
âFor Godâs sake, call me Abby, Ross.â
He sank down on the couch and glanced at his watch: 11:15 P.M. He felt crushed and emptied. Numb and completely useless. Heâd been here, what, a week? His charge was comatose, and his boss was refusing her the care she needed. He let his head fall back