them off and handed it over. Smiling a thanks, he hurried out with it.
âWhat are you doing tonight?â Larry asked.
I shuffled papers around my desk. âWorking, what else?â
âI mean after.â
âHopefully, sleeping on your couch.â
Tucking in his lips, he nodded at me. âGood. Do the right thing, brother. Not just for Kyra or Danielle, but for yourself.â
âWhen are you off again?â I asked picking up a pen and trying my best to look disinterested.
âTomorrow and you know it.â
âGood.â I pulled an invoice off the top of my inbox, scanned, and signed it.
âBut just because Iâm not here to keep an eye on you doesnât mean youâre not being watched.â
Static broke in from the overhead speaker. âLarry Wallace, please report to the service center.â
I looked up at the ceiling speaker, then him. âThatâd be you, Larry. Go take care of your business and let me take care of mine.â
Five
My father, looking as though heâd lived to grow old, stood beside my mother and stepfather, Alfred, in the house I grew up in. In this strange dream, the three of them were a couple, which didnât seem at all unusual to dream-me. When I held out my glass to have it filled, it was toward my dad, not Alfred. Looking dejected, Alfred shook his head and shuffled sadly away.
I felt awful and knew I should go after him, but I didnât. I just stood there filled with regret. I turned to my father for advice, but just like in real life, he was gone.
I started to call for him, but instead of words, my mouth rang like a cell phone.
Realizing the noise was real but the dream was not, I opened my eyes. In my semi-comatose state, I thought it was my phone alarm telling me it was time to get up for work. I reached over and hit the snooze button and drifted back off.
What sounded like a tiny and distant Benji said, âDad? You there? Hello?â
I bolted to a sitting position and grabbed the phone off the floor. I guess I hadnât hit the snooze button after all. âBenji?â
âHey, Dad, we must have a bad connection. Can you hear me?â
âYeah,â I said, feeling dazed. âWhatâs going on? Are you okay?â
There was a pause, followed by, âWell, thatâs why Iâm calling.â
Adrenaline slapped the sleep off me. âWhatâs wrong?â
âTheyâre making me call.â
âWhat is it?â My mind reeled with possibilities, each worse than the last.
âItâs stupid really.â
âWill you tell me already?â
âIâm in the infirmary.â
Even though he was still in boot camp, I pictured my son lying on a MASH-style cot, with a bandage around his head and stumps where his legs used to be.
âI was bitten by some fire ants and had an allergic reaction.â
I hadnât realized I wasnât breathing until I finally allowed myself to suck in air. âThank God,â I said. âYou okay now?â
âYeah, Iâm sort of weird looking, swollen and stuff, but Iâm fine. They gave me a shot thatâs helping.â
âSounds bad.â
âNah, it was just an allergy. The only thing isââ he hesitatedââone of the medics says they can give me a medical discharge for this.â
âFor an allergy?â
âHeâs kind of a smart-aleck type, so I donât know if he was just messing with me or what. Hang on; my sergeant just walked in.â After a pause, Benji said, âHe wants to talk with me. I gotta go.â
Knowing the conversation was already coming to an end made me start missing him before weâd even said good-bye.
My words were fast and clipped as I tried to shoehorn in the million-dollar question. âIs it everything you thought itâd be? The Navy, I mean?â
âI was born for this. Hey, I really gotta go. Donât tell Mom, okay? I