Laurence off on her far-from-reliable ex-roommate.
Damn. It had nothing to do with jealousy. It was an affront to good manners, to his manhood even. He almost sighed. All right, he had to admit there was a part of him, a very small part, mind you, that loathed the idea that she lusted after a man sheâd never met when Laurence himself had been standing in front of her for seven years. Though heâd always found her appealingâwho in his right mind wouldnât?âthis wasnât jealousy per se, just that sheâd never seen him as a man who possessed attractive qualities beyond fun-loving and mysterious. Heâd listened to her prattle, handed her a tissue when a relationship ended, done what a boss should do for a distressed employee. But this phone date was more than any self-respecting man could abide.
âIâll find ZZ Top,â she said again.
It was what she should have done before opening her mouth about Lila. She closed the door with the softest of clicks. Very good idea. Before he humiliated himself by showing her he was a man and he wasnât too old.
He turned in his chair to stare out the window, all the while drumming his fingers on the armrests. What was happening here? Heâd put a match to Harrietâs flame instead of dousing it. Heâd become overly obsessed with Madisonâs assets. He was jealous of a voice on the phone. That damn phone call.
Or maybe it was hearing Madison declare twice in less than twenty-four hours that she only had a few days left to live.
Laurence stilled, a cold spot spreading from his chest to his extremities. She was not going to die. The idea was ludicrous, but his heart beat erratically and sweat popped out on his brow. She was on a quest to live life to its fullest, but God only knew what trouble that could bring her. She might want to fall in love, but what she really needed was shielding, from Richard and from roommates who accidentally stole her credit cards.
Madison needed saving from herself, at least until she turned twenty-eight and realized she wasnât going to die.
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Z ACH WOULD APOLOGIZE , just like T. Larry had told him to. He owed Harriet that. Not for the dress incidentâheâd meant every one of those four wordsâbut for the other thing heâd done to her, the thing they hadnât talked about since that night all those months ago.
Zachary Zenker slipped into the coffee room, got himself a soda and slipped back out. No one saw him, not Madison where she stood at the coffee machine making T. Larry a fresh pot and not Mr. Carp whoâd nabbed T. Larryâs pot right out of Madisonâs fingers. Sometimes Zach felt like little more than a ghost in their midst. He longed to be noticed, longed to be a part of them, longed to speak his mind the way everyone else did.
As it was, he never got a word in edgewise.
Heâd tried to talk to Madison about his problem yesterday, but sheâd been on the phone. With nothing more than his daily peanut butter cup for his efforts, heâd left like a dog with his tail between his legs, or worse, a wraith no one even knew was there.
He hunkered down in his cubicle before the digital glare of his portable PC and comforted himself with his spreadsheets, his numbers and his accounts. They didnât offer the usual solace. He kept remembering that T. Larry had never even looked up from the contract on his desk as he issued that apology instruction.
Someday, somehow, heâd do something to make them notice him.
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âY OUR TIRES ARE SLASHED .â Mid-afternoon, Harriet stood in Madisonâs cubicle opening.
âMy tires?â
âOn your car. In the garage.â There was just enough venom in Harrietâs voice to make Madison wish she didnât always have to look for the best in every person.
âI forgot I drove today.â Sheâd driven her sporty little compact this morning because she was having dinner with