Mander
came behind her and seized her by the hips. She was quite embarrassed. He told her she must come and meet people – she mustn’t
be a spoil sport. He took the coats from her, spilling them carelessly on the stairs. Clutching the cardigan, she was propelled
into the living room. Jack detested him – said he was a profiteer and a swine, which was a bit unkind. Margo rather liked
him, though not at such close quarters. He’d made a lot of money out of scrap metal and he did tend to be showy; but that
was preferable to being moody like Jack, or martyred like Nellie.
‘What do you think of our Valerie’s latest acquisition?’ he whispered, crumpling her shoulder in his big hand and shaking
her like a doll.
The heat from the fire was unbearable. Such a reckless use of coal, and summer not yet ended.
‘I like the new grate,’ she said.
But he wasn’t listening. There was no mantelpiece: nowhere to stand her glass. Just a thin little ledge of cream tiles, and
above it a fancy mirror with scalloped edges. She could see her own face reflected – damp, as if she were rising up out of
the sea, with staring eyes, and behind her head young couples dancing cheek to cheek, circling and gliding out of the mirror.
‘This is my girl from up the street,’ said Cyril, thrusting her forward at an angle, yet still retaining a grip on her shoulder.
‘How d’you do,’ Margo said to the two young men who stood on the hearthrug, shaking hands with one, who smiled at her with
his beautifully rounded cheeks dimpling in welcome and went away to refill her glass, while she held Cyril upright and was
ready to save him if he toppled forwards.
She sweated under the combined heat of Cyril and the fierce flames that roared up the chimney. She took her replenished glass
when it came, endeavouring to stand a little straighter, sipping the drink rapidly before Cyril should spill it for her. She
had last tasted whisky four years ago at the height of the blitz when an ARP warden had given her some to steady her nerves.
She remembered the occasion with bitterness, having slipped on thekerbstone in the blackout on her way home, raising a bump on her chin. Nellie said she was drunk.
‘This little lady,’ Cyril was saying, ‘is a soldier’s wife, through and through.’
Seized by an abrupt melancholy, he released Marge and stared down at the carpet.
‘Where is your husband stationed, Mam?’ The American looked at her with his head tilted deferentially to one side.
She was convulsed, choking on her drink. How richly oiled was the hair on his head, how smooth the skin beneath his eyes.
Her chest heaved with the effort of suppressing laughter.
‘Up there,’ she wheezed, rolling her eyes in the direction of the ceiling.
‘Dear God,’ said Cyril, shaking his head and yawning.
Deserting the three-piece suite, the couples rose to Ambrose and his Orchestra, clutching each other in the centre of the
room. Standing on the leather settee with legs bent, as if to take an unlikely leap into the dark, Cyril struggled to open
the window. Exhausted, he sank to his knees and leaned his forehead peacefully against the cushions, back turned on his jostling
guests, the yellow curtains shifting gently in the draught.
‘Dear me!’ remarked Margo. ‘Mr Mander is well away and no mistake.’
The young man with the dimples in his cheeks asked her to dance. She went with streaming eyes, fox-trotting across the carpet
in his arms. Silly really, in such a tinyroom – bumping into the sideboard, tripping over the rug. She was breathless before she had completed one turn of the floor.
‘Are you all right, Mam?’ he asked her, mistaking the marks on her cheeks for tears of distress.
‘Yes, yes,’ she assured him, and turned her head away for fear she should laugh again. It was no use explaining how she felt
about her dead husband from another war, it was so long ago. She hardy knew him to begin with, let