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… As a spokesman for the whole nation, offer to Your Majesty … For the greatness of his reign … For the happiness of Her Majesty, the Empress … I raise my glass in honor of His Majesty, the Emperor Nicholas, and Her Majesty, the Empress Alexandra Fyodorovna.”
    The band of the Republican Guard struck up the Russian national anthem… . And the grand gala at the Opéra that evening was an apotheosis.
    Preceded by two torchbearers, the imperial couple ascended the staircase. They seemed to be moving past a living cascade: the white curves of the women’s shoulders; the blossoming flowers on their corsages; the perfumed brilliance of the hairstyles; the glittering of jewels on bare flesh; all this against a background of uniforms and tails. The mighty cry “Long live the Emperor!” almost raised the majestic ceiling to the sky with its echoes, mingling it with the sky… .When at the end of the performance the orchestra launched into the “Marseillaise,” the tsar turned to the president and gave him his hand.
    My grandmother switched off the lamp, and we spent several minutes in the dark, the time it took to let all the midges fly away that had been courting a luminous death beneath the shade. Little by little our eyes began to see again. The stars reformed their constellations. The Milky Way became phosphorescent. And in a corner of our balcony, among the intermingled stems of sweet peas, the fallen bacchante gave us her stone smile.
    Charlotte paused in the doorway and sighed gently. “You know, it was a military march, in fact, nothing more, the ‘Marseillaise.’ A bit like the songs of the Russian revolution. At such times blood doesn’t frighten anyone… .”
    She went back into the room, and it was from there that we heard these lines emerging, which she recited softly, like a strange litany from the past:
    Over us the bloodstained banner
    Of tyranny holds sway… .
    And drench our fields with their tainted blood… .
    We waited for the echo of these words to melt into the darkness, and then with one voice we exclaimed to one another, “And Nicholas? The tsar? Did he know what the song was about?”
    ***
    France-Atlantis was revealing itself as a whole gamut of sounds, colors, and smells. As we followed our guides, we were discovering the different elements that made up this mysterious French essence.
    The Elysée Palace appeared in the glitter of chandeliers and the shimmering of mirrors. The Opéra dazzled us with the nakedness of women’s shoulders and made us drunk with the perfume exhaled by the magnificent hairstyles. For us Notre-Dame was a sensation of cold stone under a stormy sky. Yes, we could almost touch the rough, porous walls — a gigantic rock, shaped over the centuries, it seemed to us, by ingenious erosion… .
    These perceptible facets outlined the still-uncertain contours of the French universe. This emerging continent was filling up with things and people. The empress knelt on a mysterious priedieu that did not suggest any known reality. “It’s a kind of chair with its legs cut off,” explained Charlotte, and the image of this mutilated piece of furniture left us dumbfounded. Like Nicholas, we repressed the desire to touch the purple cloak with its tarnished golds, which Napoleon had worn on the day of his coronation. We craved the sacrilegious contact. This universe in gestation still lacked substance. In the Sainte-Chapelle it was the rough grain of an old parchment that aroused the same desire — Charlotte taught us that these long hand-written letters had been penned a millennium ago by a French queen, a Russian woman furthermore, Anna Yaroslavna, wife of Henri I.
    But what was most exciting was that Atlantis was being built before our very eyes. Nicholas grasped a golden trowel and spread mortar on a great block of granite — the first stone of the PontAlexandre-III… .