the driver side door and he was engrossed in texting someone. As soon as he heard her boots on the gravel he stood straight and turned toward her. And there went that muscle memory again, every cell in her body dialing into nervous tingling. Her body was a traitor.
âHey,â he said, shoving his phone in his pocket.
âI need to get going.â Lindsey reached around him for the door to her SUV.
âHold on, Linds.â He reached for her arm but she pulled back and stared at him.
âWhat part of âleave me aloneâ donât you understand?â
He smirked. âTrust me, Iâm picking up your vibes loud and clear. Howâd it go?â He folded his arms across his chest, pushing the muscles of his biceps into view. She refused to notice them. Instead she gave a dramatic sigh and crossed her own arms.
âUhh, fine. Why?â
He sighed and leveled her with a glare. âWell, maybe because this is my project too and I care how itâs presented in the local newspaper.â
âWell, you seemed to have no problem charming the pants off Vanessa before I got here so I wouldnât worry too much.â For a moment they faced off, matching stances, both glaring at one another. But then slowly the corners of Derekâs lips slid up until he was actively holding back a wide smile. He cleared his throat before he spoke.
âThe pants off her, huh? Sorry I missed that.â Derek chuckled. Lindseyâs glare turned hostile. She couldnât help herself. How could he continue to joke around when she was so clearly irritated? âGood Lord, woman. Iâm kidding. You need to lighten up.â
âI will. As soon as you get out of my way.â
Derek slid in closer to the door handle of her car, effectively blocking her entry. The only way sheâd be getting in would be to shove him out of her path, which wasnât even physically possible. Before she could insist he move, his eyes turned warm and serious.
âIâm sorry about the other night.â
She looked up at him but remained quiet. Truthfully she didnât know what to say. She was still angry with him for so many things. When it came to Derek, Lindseyâs thoughts were so messed up she wasnât sure what she felt anymore. There was definitely a lot of anger and sadness. But there was also a little curiosity. And maybe a teensy bit of lust. Enough to make her angry with herself also. She finally gave a slight shrug in response.
âI shouldnât have surprised you the way I did.â Derek ran a hand across the back of his neck, holding on to the tense muscles there. âI just ⦠I really want a chance to talk to you. Without anger or hard feelings between us.â
âWell, just so youâre aware, not everything is about you and what you want. Youâre going to have to wait until Iâm capable of that.â
His eyes squinted a little. Contemplating, as if he hadnât even considered that sheâd have to want their reconciliation. Finally he nodded and backed away from her car. Lindsey opened the door and pulled out her keys.
Derekâs boots scuffed the gravel as he walked away and Lindseyâs heart fluttered. Every time they parted she felt a deep sense of panic. A silly thing to feel considering she was always begging him to go. She turned, suddenly desperate to stop him. Look at him once more.
âDerek.â
He turned immediately and took a step in her direction. Only one, not too close, his eyes wary. Soft. Too damn handsome and hopeful. Why did he keep pushing?
âYou should know. I may never be capable of that.â
The corner of his lips lifted before he spoke quietly. âThen Iâve got my work cut out for me, donât I?â
And with that he walked away.
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Lindsey pushed âpublishâ on the blog post sheâd finally finished and let out a deep sigh of relief. Through her