it is you!â said Biz softly. âAll I did was clean it up a little. Thatâs what they do in the magazines.â
âI really appreciate what you did, Biz. But when I see this picture, it shows me everything that Iâm not. Iâm not beautiful or glamorous. I could never be this girl, as much as I would want to be her. Look!â Biz and Doreen looked down at the picture together. âSee how easy her life must be! How everybody must love her! That isnât me. That isnât howââ Doreenâs eyes welled up again. Biz gently ran a hand along her head.
âShh,â she said. âItâs okay.â
âAnd I donât want you to rip it to shreds, Heidi. Because itâs soâitâs beautiful. Itâs the most perfect picture Iâve ever seen. I love it, in a way. Only . . . Iâm jealous of it. Have you ever heard of anything so ridiculous? To be jealous of a picture.â She shook her head, smiling. âI really am a piece of work.â
âYouâve had a long day,â said Biz. âYou must be exhausted.â Doreen leaned her head against her cousinâs shoulder and Biz stroked her cheek. Heidi could not remember Biz displaying so much affection for a human before.
âThatâs right, Biz. Weâve all had a long day of it.â Heidi sensed that she was losing Doreen to Biz, but she was not ready to give up yet. So the photo shoot had been a bit of a disaster, so what? She could still recover her position. After all, popularity was not something one gave up on so easily. âListen, Doreen, why donât you drop by here tomorrow at around eleven? Weâll get you dressed and then we can appear together at lunch. Maybe the GryphPage profile was the wrong starting point.â
âListen, Heidi, I think weâve had enough of all that. Popularity is a waste of time. Iâll show you around campus tomorrow, Doreen. Wait till you see the technology at our disposal here.â
âAs your friend?â Doreen asked Heidi, unclasping Bizâs hand.
âIâm sorry?â
âWill you introduce me to people at lunchâas your friend? Would you really do that?â
âOf course!â said Heidi. She tucked an errant batch of wiry hair behind Doreenâs ear and put an arm around her shoulders. âI will introduce you as my friend as well as a representative of the midwestern branch of the Gibbons-Brown family.â
âOh, please,â said Biz. âDo you hear yourself? How absurd.â
âOkay. Okay. Iâll see you tomorrow at eleven.â Doreen gathered up her things to go.
âBut, Doreen, I thought, is that reallyââ
âI really am tired, so I think Iâll head home. Good-bye for now. Thank you, Heidi. Thank you so much for everything. Iâm sorry for my outburst. Good-bye, Biz! Iâll see you tomorrow!â With the photograph still in her hand, Doreen let herself out of their room.
âWell!â Heidi said when she heard the door close. She sank onto the sofa beside Biz. âWhat a fascinating evening!â
âAre you asleep?â Biz asked.
âNo,â said Heidi. âAnd apparently neither are you.â
Biz sat up in her bed and flicked on the lamp on the nightstand. âCan I ask you something then?â Without her glasses, Biz looked like a mole person.
âWhat? Oh, sure. Shoot. What is it?â
âWhy are you so interested in Doreen? Sheâs not exactly made of the same stuff as the girls you normally associate with.â Biz clasped her legs over the covers and nuzzled her chin between her knees.
âI canât help but point out that sheâs your cousin. Which means sheâs made of precisely the same stuff of someone I normally associate withâyou.â
âYeah, but, I mean . . .â
âWhat is it?â Heidi could see that Biz was having a hard time getting out whatever it
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