loved music more than anything else, and could play any instrument she picked up, although piano and saxophone were her favorites.
While they were waiting for second period to start, Emily told Karen about her latest newsâand, like Bobby, Karen said, âWowâ several times, in response.
âHow do you feel about it?â Karen asked, after hearing all of the details.
That was a good questionâthat still didnât have a definite answer. âI donât know,â Emily said. âIt feels like a big adjustment.â
âBut, you know some stuff now, at least,â Karen said. âSo, itâs not just this total blank in your mind.â
Yes, but it was both moreâand less âthan she wanted to know, in many ways. She now knew where she had been born, that her mother must be smart, since she got into a really demanding college, and that she was probably never going to have any idea who her birth father was, except that he maybeâpossibly, perhapsâhad gone to Bowdoin, too.
âIt doesnât seem right that she has twins now,â Emily said, âbut doesnât bother getting in touch with me.â
âMaybe she feels like she would be getting in your way,â Karen guessed.
Maybe. But, as far as Emily was concerned, it just seemed cowardly.
âIf youâd grown up in Atlanta, you probably would have had a Southern accent and all,â Karen said.
That was true. Emily considered that. âYouâre right. I would be completely different, wouldnât I?â
Karen nodded. âYeah, youâd be saying âYâall,â and calling people âsugarâ and âhoneyâ and things like that.â
Which was hard to imagine. Her actual accent was a combination of New York and California, with New England expressions like âwickedâ creeping in here and there. âDo you think I would still be myself?â Emily asked curiously.
Karen looked very wise. âNature or nurture. Hmmm.â
She sounded so serious, that Emily laughed. âTell me what you think, Professor Mankins.â Karenâs father, Dr. Mankins, was a music professor, and Emily suspected that someday, Karen would be one, too.
Karen grinned. âWell, I mean, you would still be smart and nice and everything, but thereâs stuff you probably do now thatâs because of your parents, and maybe some of that would be different.â
There were almost too many possibilities to consider. âI wonder if I would still love animals,â Emily said. If, for example, her birth mother was allergic or something, and didnât have any around.
Karen nodded. âYou definitely would. Your father would probably rather not have had pets, but you always wanted them, even when you were really little.â
That was true. Her mother liked animals, but didnât require them, the way Emily did. As far as she could tell, her father had still never completely adjusted to the idea of pets running around the house and doing things like jumping on beds and sitting on the kitchen table, although he seemed to love Josephine and Zack a lot.
âI wonder if I would still like music,â Karen said thoughtfully. âWith, you know, the same parents as like, birth parents, but growing up with other parents.â
There were no clear answers to that, either. âI donât know,â Emily said. âYou would still have talent , but if you had parents who never listened to music, I wonder if youâd still be interested.â
âPredisposition,â Karen said in her professor voice.
Maybe, yeah.
The bell rang, and they all filed out to the crowded hallway to go their second-period classes. In Emilyâs case, that meant Spanish, which she enjoyed, even though she sort of wished that she could have taken French, instead. French always seemedâelegant. From there, it was on to language arts, social studies, and then,