smart navy blue dress with white belt and shoes.
âHello, my darlings,â she squealed, throwing her arms out wide. âCome on in. Q said you might be coming.â
She gave both of us hugs and kisses and then ushered us through the hall into her expansive kitchen.
âCoffee?â she asked. âOr something stronger?â
It was ten past ten in the morning.
âCoffee,â Lydia said and I nodded. âLovely.â
We watched as Faye set to work with her fancy black-and-chrome coffee machine, producing three steaming cups, each topped with frothy white milk.
âI canât stand instant coffee,â she said. âThereâs nothing like the real thing.â
We sat at the kitchen breakfast bar sipping our drinks, not talking about the one topic that filled our minds.
âSo how are you feeling?â Lydia asked eventually.
âFine,â said Faye. âThatâs whatâs so damn annoying. Most of the time Iâm absolutely fine. I canât really believe thereâs anything wrong with me, but the wretched doctors say otherwise. And Iâm not looking forward to Monday, I can tell you.â
âNo,â I said inadequately. âWhich hospital?â
âThe Royal Marsden.â
âHow long will you be in?â
âTwo, three, or four nights, maybe even five. It depends.â
âOn what?â
âThe surgeon, I suppose.â
âWhat exactly will he do?â Lydia asked.
âTake out some bits,â she said with a forced smile. âMaybe itâll help me lose some weight.â
We didnât laugh.
âIf Iâm lucky,â she went on, âheâll just remove my gallbladder. Thatâs if the cancer hasnât broken through the wall. Otherwise, he might have to take out some more. I really donât want to think about it.â She breathed deeply. âBut I canât think of anything else.â
âWhy didnât you have the surgery last week as soon as you knew?â I asked.
âIâve been waiting for the right man to do it. Heâs been away at some conference or other in the United States. Apparently, he gets back on Sunday, so Monday is the earliest he could do it. The hospital told me it was worth the wait to get the top guy, so I did. I just hope it was the right thing.â
Faye lost all her composure. Her shoulders drooped and she was close to tears.
âIâm sorry,â she said unnecessarily.
Lydia stood up and went to put her arms around Faye as a series of sobs shuddered through her body.
I felt helpless and distraught.
Faye had always been my rock. She had been the one to wipe away my tears, right from when our dear mother had
Gone off to see God
, as our father had always put it.
I desperately didnât want Faye to go off to see God, not yet, not ever, but what could I do? Nothing. Only pray that the surgeon would do his work and save her.
I stood up and went and put my arms around them both.
âWhatâs this?â said Quentin loudly, coming into the kitchen. âGroup hug?â
The moment passed and Faye pulled herself away, dabbing at her eyes with a tissue and smudging her mascara.
âOh God, what a mess,â she said, trying to laugh. âIâll just go and fix this.â
âIâll come with you,â said Lydia, and the two girls went off to make repairs upstairs.
âItâs very difficult for her,â I said to Quentin.
âSheâll be fine,â he said with confidence. âSheâs a tough old bird.â
I wasnât sure if he really thought that she would be fine or if he was just putting on a brave front. I couldnât believe that he didnât know the odds. Either way, I thought that he should be more consoling towards his wife, but I suppose that wasnât Quentinâs style.
âIs there anything you need from me to start your investigation?â he asked.
âThe