lowest morale of any federal agency.
He walked through the lot to his dual-cab Tacoma, pressed the remote key without taking it out of his pocket, stepped up into the driverâs seat, and pulled the door shut behind him.
He flipped down the visor and looked in the vanity mirror. His nostrils flared with each heavy breath. Angry red lines webbed from his pale blue irises. The crowâs-feet at the corners of his eyes had deepened. He flipped up the mirror, unlocked the glove compartment, unclipped his holster, and put his service weapon in the box, next to the binoculars and Maglite he kept there for when he was doing boat-ramp surveillance.
Finn locked the glove compartment and sank back in the seat. He wanted a drink. Back in the old days, he wouldâve gone out and had one. A year and a half ago, heâd almost lost his job and his marriage to drink. He thought about Mona, how close sheâd come to walking away. He was thinking about the things sheâd said that day, and about the promise heâd made to her, when knuckles rapped on his window, startling him. A heavy man of medium height with thinning black hair, an unshaven chin, and the kind of quick smile common to guys who never grew out of their high school wisecracking habits stood on the other side of the glass. Garrett Smith, a crime reporter with the Los Angeles Times, was wearing a tie, loosened over an unbuttoned and poorly ironed shirt, no jacket. Finn had known him for a few years nowâCustoms and Border Protection was Smithâs beat. Finn rolled down the glass.
âYou here to apologize?â he said.
âYou see me holding flowers?â said Smith.
âWhat do you want, Smith?â
âJesus, youâre not being too friendly to your friendly beat reporter.â
âI read your article.â
Smith straightened his smile. âHey, listen, I know the suitâs bullshit, Finn. Edsall, Luna, Cheng? Come on. But I had to write it. Itâs my beat.â
Finn frowned. âYou quoted Edsall saying I was racist. He said I liked to shoot Mexicans.â
Smith wagged a finger. âHe implied it, he didnât say it. Thereâs a difference.â
Finn drummed his fingers on the steering wheel.
âWhat are you doing here, Smith? Apart from being an asshole?â
âI heard you stole breakfast from a shark.â
Finn said nothing.
âYou know thereâs been a bunch of sightings lately off Catalina?â said Smith.
Finn looked at him blankly.
âCome on, Finn. Shark attacks sell newspapers. Give me something.â
Finn wasnât feeling generous.
âCan you give me something about the victim, at least?â said Smith. He had his pen and spiral pad out.
âSure. The victim is definitely dead.â
Smith tapped his notebook with his pen. âAny idea what kind of shark it was?â he said.
âA hungry one.â
âAll right, I get it. Youâre mad at me. Forget the shark. How do you respond to the allegation that you used disproportionate force when you put a bullet through the Mexican fisherman?â said Smith.
Finn flipped him the bird as he drove away.
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CHAPTER THREE
Finn and Mona rented half a stucco-fronted duplex two blocks back from Redondo Beach. They couldnât afford a view of the sea but could afford to live close enough to smell it, which Finn figured was good enough for the time being. Since there was no garage, he kept two beach cruisers chained to a downspout out behind the house to get them to the pier. The bikes smelled of the WD-40 he continually sprayed on their chains and sprockets to guard against the salt. Mona complained that he put so much on, it stained her clothes, and then the chains rusted anyway, but Finn was dogged about it. On weekend mornings when he wasnât on shift and she wasnât working a pro bono case, they would make love, then ride the push-bikes to the fish market and waterside