sought his opinion.â
He laughed brieflyâthat same throaty, sensuous sound; Honoria suppressed an urge to wriggle her shoulders. Then he sobered. âWhat happened to your family?â
Inwardly, Honoria shrugged. It couldnât hurt to tell her tale, and if it distracted him, well and good. âMy parents died in an accident when I was sixteen. My brother was nineteen. We lived in Hampshire, but after the accident, I went to stay with my motherâs sister in Leicestershire.â
He frowned. âIâm surprised Magnus didnât intervene.â
âMichael informed him of the deaths, but he didnât come down for the funeral.â Honoria shrugged. âWe hadnât expected him. After the falling-out between him and Papa, thereâd been no contact.â Her lips lifted fleetingly. âPapa swore heâd never ask for quarter.â
âStubbornness is clearly a family trait.â Honoria ignored the comment.
âAfter a year in Leicester-shire, I decided to try my hand at governessing.â She looked up, into far-too-perceptive green eyes.
âYour aunt wasnât exactly welcoming?â
Honoria sighed. âNoâshe was very welcoming. She married beneath herânot the mild mesalliance the Anstruther-Wetherbys got so heated over but truly out of her class.â She paused, seeing again the rambling house filled with dogs and children. âBut she was happy and her household was welcoming but . . .â She grimaced and glanced at the dark face watching her. âNot for me.â
âFish out of water?â
âPrecisely. Once I came out of mourning, I considered my options. Funds, of course, were never a problem. Michael wanted me to buy a small house in some safe country village and live quietly but . . .â
âAgain, not for you?â
Honoria tilted her chin. âI couldnât conceive of a life so tame. I think it unfair that women are forced to such mild existences and only gentlemen get to lead exciting lives.â
Both black brows rose. âPersonally, Iâve always found it pays to share the excitement.â
Honoria opened her mouth to approveâthen caught his eye. She blinked and looked again, but the salacious glint had disappeared. âIn my case, I decided to take control of my life and work toward a more exciting existence.â
âAs a governess?â His steady green gaze remained ingenuously interested.
âNo. Thatâs only an intermediary stage. I decided eighteen was too young to go adventuring in Africa. Iâve decided to follow in Lady Stanhopeâs footsteps.â
â Good God !â
Honoria ignored his tone. âI have it all plannedâmy burning ambition is to ride a camel in the shadow of the Great Sphinx. One would be ill-advised to undertake such an expedition too young; governessing in a manner that requires spending only a year with each family seemed the ideal way to fill in the years. As I need provide nothing beyond my clothes, my capital grows while I visit various counties, staying in select households. That last, of course, eases Michaelâs mind.â
âAh, yesâyour brother. Whatâs he doing while you fill in your years?â
Honoria eyed her inquisitor measuringly. âMichael is secretary to Lord Carlisle. Do you know him?â
âCarlisle? Yes. His secretary, no. I take it your brother has political ambitions?â
âLord Carlisle was a friend of Papaâsâheâs agreed to stand as Michaelâs sponsor.â
His brows rose fleetingly, then he drained his mug. âWhat made you decide on governessing as your temporary occupation?â
Honoria shrugged. âWhat else was there? Iâd been well educated, prepared for presentation. Papa was adamant that I be presented to the ton , puffed off with all the trimmingsâparaded beneath my grandfatherâs nose. He hoped Iâd make a