having a man. Being without a man weakens a womanâs body, and it makes her soul go all hungry. Thatâs how I feel right now. Hungry.â
Hawker watched as the woman stood abruptly and stripped the cotton gown over her head. It was the same ripe, earth-brown body he had seen that afternoon, but the firelight added subtleties of shape and texture that made her look even more desirable. Suddenly shy with the vigilanteâs eyes hard on her, she gave a girlish shrug, âI know I ainât much to look at anymore. Having babies puts some wear on a womanâs body. But what I got, Mr. Hawker, is all yours, yours to do as you want, any way you want. All I ask is that you treat me like a woman. Tell me what to do, and Iâll do it.â
Hawker took the woman by the shoulders and pulled her to him, sliding his hands down so they cupped her large, soft breasts. âFor starters, how about calling me James?â
Her head was thrown back, eyes slightly closed. âThat surely does feel nice, James,â she moaned.
Hawker lowered her breasts down onto his face, feeling the nipples flatten themselves against his eyes. Then he began to use his tongue on her, touching her nipples in slow rhythm to the pressure her hips made against his bare leg.
He rolled her over then, and she pulled his lips to hers, hard, as her hands moved over his body and stripped away his underwear, and Hawker wrapped his fists in her long black hair as her legs spread wide and, with her small left hand, she found him and guided him into her, too anxious for any more touching or hugging, hungry, as she had said, for the feel of a man in her.
Her face had gone soft and sluggish, her eyes closed, lips swollen, and she moaned in ecstasy with each thrust the vigilante made as the sweat from his forehead dripped down onto her face.
His left arm, he noticed, had begun to bleed again.
It was more than an hour before Hawker had time to do anything about it.
When Hawker first awoke, he wasnât so sure that it all hadnât been a dream. But the quick, familiar kiss Lomela gave him told him it had been real enough.
âHowâs your fever, James?â
âAll gone, Lomela. Howâs your fever?â
She flashed a vampish smile. âNever better. I found me the sure cure for it last nightââher smile broadenedââbut itâs only a temporary cure.â
âIâm happy to hear that. My bodyâs happy, tooâI think.â Grimacing humorously, Hawker got up and wrapped the blanket around himself as Lomela returned to the wood stove where thick slices of bacon and a half-dozen eggs were frying in the same black skillet. âWhere are your kids?â
The woman pointed with the spatula. âI sent my girl, Dolores, for a bucket of water. My oldest, K.D.âheâs nineâis out chopping me some more wood so I can finish your breakfast.â
Hawkerâs expression changed as he went quickly to the window. He pulled back the deerskin curtain. âHow long have they been gone?â
ââBout five minutes.â The woman handed him a cup of very dark coffee as she asked quickly, âDonât you see them out there?â
Hawker dropped the curtain back, smiling. âI see them. Theyâre fine. Good-looking kids, too. I thought so yesterday, watching them through the binoculars.â
The woman came into Hawkerâs arms, smiling. âThe way you watched me?â
âI could have lied to you. I could have said I was a gentleman and turned away.â
She slid her hand up under the blanket and held him in her fingers as she gave him a quick kiss. âIâm glad Tom Dulles didnât send no gentleman to watch over us. Maybe that man really does still care about me.â
Hawker found the clothes he had worn under the camouflaged jump suit: jeans, black crew-neck sweater, ankle-high climbing boots with Vibram soles. When he was dressed, he sat at