Perhaps
I
was
so filled with terror that
I thought
of nothing.
I know that
I was frozen in place, while Silver Elk turned
and
ran.
"If I had
been
afraid before, imagine how I felt when I saw that
great,
winged shape
in
the
distance
and
heard
the
roar of the
approaching
thunderbird.
Picture my horror when I saw it was Deathwing itself, steed
of the
Emperor. chooser
of the
slain, Winged
Hunting
Skeleton.
"I bitterly regretted
my folly. I could
not
move to save
myself, and
waited for Deathwing to strike me with its
claws
and release
my spirit
"I was surprised
when the
thunderbird
stooped
to
earth
in
front
of
me
and ceased
its
angry
roaring.
Still.
I
could
not run. Its
beak
gaped,
disgorging
the
massive,
black-armoured
forms
of
the
chosen
dead.
On
each
shoulder,
they
bore the
sign
of the
winged blade.
"I knew then
that
I was in the
realm of spirits,
for Hawk Talon,
my
grandfather's
grandfather,
stood
among
them.
I
had seen
his face carved
on the
roof pole of our family lodge. He looked old and
grey
and
tired,
but
there
was
still
a
family resemblance.
'To see
a face so
familiar and
so strange
in that
dreadful place was somehow reassuring.
It enabled
me
to
overcome
my fear. Filled with wonder, I walked forward
till
I
stood
before
him:
that
terrible,
grizzled
old
man
whose
face
was
so
like my own.
"For a long
time,
he
simply
stared
at
me.
Then
he
smiled
and started
to
laugh.
He
clasped
me
to
his
armoured
breast and
shouted
that
it was a fortunate
homecoming. He seemed just
as
pleased
to see
me as
I was to see
him."
Cloud
Runner paused,
comparing
his ancestor's
return
to
his
own.
There
was
no
laughter
here
as
there
had
been among those
Marines
long ago. He understood
now how glad the
old man had
been
to see
a familiar face.
He
was
glad that
Hawk Talon wasn't
here now to see
the destruction
of their people.
"Of course,
I was overwhelmed, standing
among these
legendary
warriors,
speaking
with
my
ancient
blood-relative.
I knew they
had
returned
to choose
their successors
in
the
Emperor's
service,
and
forgetting
everything
else,
I begged to be allowed to join them.
"The
old man looked at me and
asked
me whether
I had
any
reason
to stay
or
any
reason
to
regret
going.
I
thought
of Running
Deer, and
I hesitated,
but
I
was
a
callow
youth.
Visions
of
glory
and
the
wonders beyond
the
sky
filled
me. What
did
I
truly
know
of
life?
I
was
being
called
on
to
make
a
choice
that
I
would
have
to
live
with
for
centuries, although
I did not
know it.
"My ancestor
did.
He
saw
my
hesitation
and
told
me
better
to stay
in
that
case. I
would
have
nothing
of
it,
and insisted
that
they
put
me to the
test.
'They strapped
me
to
a
steel
table
and opened
my
flesh
with
metal
knives.
I
had
endured
the
Weasel
Claw
ritual
to prove
my bravery,
but
the
pain
was
as
nothing
to
what
I
then
endured.
When
they opened
my
flesh,
they
implanted things
which they
said
would bond
with my flesh and
grant
me spirit power.
"For
weeks.
I
lay
in
feverish agony
while
my
body