nothing.â
In his direct, harmless, simple way, the way in which, as everybody always said, there was never any malice, he said:
âBut youâd come, wouldnât you?â
âLike a lamplighter, Henry. Absolutely adore to.â
He began to murmur something in polite satisfaction about this when she added:
âThatâs if Katey wouldnât explode.â
âI donât think Katey would mind.â
That, he always thought, was one nice thing about Katey. She was a good sport, Katey: never jealous in that way.
âAnd how,â she said, âis Katey?â
He shrugged his shoulders: as if there were nothing of very great moment to tell of Katey.
âTell me about her, Henry,â she said. âYou can tell me.â
There was nothing, he thought, that he possibly wanted to tell.
âIâm sorry,â she said, âhave I boobed? I simply thoughtâwell, people talk and you know how it is. Somehow I got the impreshâwell, you know the impresh one getsâthat you and Katey werenât pulling all that steamingly well in harness.â
He was roused by the increasing absurdity of her language. She was like a piece of ice-cake that one finds in a silvered box, in a forgotten drawer, among silver leaves, thirty years after the voices at the wedding havefaded away. The brittle archaisms of the language were like the hard tarnished silver balls left on the cake. They had seemed so magnificently bright in his youth but nowâGood God, had he and Edna and the rest of them really talked like that? If it hadnât been for that absurd, husky clipping voice of hers he would never have believed they had.
As if her thoughts were running in the same direction she said:
âWe had some great times, Henry. You and I and Vicky Burton and Freddie Anstruther and Peggy Forbes and Carol Chalmers and Floaty Deanâhe was a bright moonbeam, Floatyâdo you ever hear anything of any of the crowd?â
âIâm afraid Iâve lost touch with all of them.â
âWell, not all, Henry. Donât say that. You havenât lost touch with me.â
Here, as so often in the conversation, she smiled, played with the pearls above the thin steely bosom or extended, to its full length, the arm holding the dying cigarette in its yellow holder.
âDo you remember a day on the river at Pangbourne?â
He pretended not to remember it while, in reality, remembering it very well. That day she had worn her pale yellow hair in a bob and a hat like a round pink saucepan. Her white dress had been short and waistless, revealing round and pretty knees below the skirt.
There was no doubt in his mind that she too had been very pretty and she said:
âBut you remember coming home, through the woods?You wanted to go with Carol but I wanted you to come with me. All the rhododendrons were out, big white and pale pink ones so that you could see them in the dark, and I made an honest man of you.â
She laughed distastefully.
âYou
surely
donât forget, Henry, do you?â she said. âAfter all, it was the first time with you and me, even if it wasnât the last, and you know howâââ
âLook, Edna, we were all a bit crazy at that time and I donât think we have to drag it allâââ
He was relieved to hear the sound of car-brakes in the road outside. Then he heard a car door slam and the sound of feet running up the path outside.
A moment later Valerie Whittington came in. She was wearing a blue gabardine school mackintosh and a plain grey felt hat and white ankle socks above her plain flat shoes. The mackintosh was too long for her by several inches and when she started to take it off he saw that underneath it she was wearing a plain dark blue dress that was full and bushy in the skirt. It too was too long for her.
âWell, there you are at last, child. Say good-evening to Mr Barnfield before you go up. I know
1796-1874 Agnes Strickland, 1794-1875 Elizabeth Strickland, Rosalie Kaufman