skinâdark as a cup of Community Coffeeâso she wouldnât be a candidate for the Devine Dream Dust Powder, but I think the Siren Red lipstick would be perfect on her. I told her that too. Constance said she might give it a try. Aunt Patty Cake told her sheâd give her a tube if she wanted. She appreciates Constanceâs big orders.
Today Constance brought her daughter, Zion, with her. She looked like she was ready for church, wearing a yellow dress and about a dozen tiny yellow bows in her black braids. Zion is eight, like Frog. But do you think he would stick around and play with her? Of course not. That meant I had to entertain her. While Aunt Patty Cake took Constanceâs order, I asked Zion, âDo you want to listen to me take my voice lessons?â
She nodded and followed me over to the magnolia tree. I was glad the tree was far enough away from the house that Aunt Patty Cake couldnât hear. I wasnât ready to tell her about my plans to sing at the talent contest.
Zion settled on the ground, resting her elbows on her knees and her chin in her hands.
All of a sudden I felt shy.
This was not like singing in front of Frog. This was someone I hardly knew. Did you feel that way when you sang on the Louisiana Hayride for the first time?
I took in a big breath, and then I started singing âWildwood Flower.â Zion sat there, not moving or smiling or frowning. I couldnât tell what the heck she thought of my talent. When I finished, she didnât clap or say a word.
âWell?â I said. âWhat did you think?â
âDid that song make your insides quiver?â she asked.
I told her, of course not. I wasnât a bit nervous.
âThatâs what I figured,â she said. âYou ainât singing from your heart.â
âWhat do you know?â
âMy daddy say when you really care about your singing, your insides quiver like there be butterflies flying around in your belly. My daddy knows. He be a good singer.â
My cheeks burned. âWell, Frog likes my singing,â I said.
âFrog?â She acted like sheâd never heard of him. And I know she knows him. Sheâd been over here with her momma when I was practicing my piano lessons at Mrs. Applebudâs.
âMy little brother, Frog, remember him? He likes my singing just fine.â
Her eyes grew wide. âYou sing for Frog?â
âYes,â I said. âHeâd be here this very minute, but he ran off when he saw the likes of you.â
Then Zionâs momma called out to her. She looked relieved to leave my voice lessons. No wonder Frog took off.
Singing from my heart (always!),
Tate P.
PSâIâm curious. Do your insides quiver when you sing on the Louisiana Hayride ?
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October 1, 1948
Dear Mr. Williams,
I GOT TWO ENVELOPES in the mail today. The first had another autographed picture of you. I donât know why you sent me a second photograph, but I sure do thank you just the same. If you donât mind, Iâll send this picture to my momma, which brings me to the second envelope. I received a nice long letter from her. And oh, you should hear the things sheâs doing. She is very tired because itâs hard to be a celebrity.
For instance, Momma begins her day before the sun comes up so she can exercise. (Actresses have to keep their slender figures.) She canât tell me about the movie yet because sheâs under contract to not talk about it. The movie people are worried folks would leak all the exciting parts. Then nobody would stand in line and pay for a ticket and a box of popcorn. Theyâre probably right. If I told only one person and asked them to promise and keep a cross-their-heart-and-hope-to-die-stick-a-needle-in-their-eye secret, they probably wouldnât. Then theyâd blab and blab so much about the movie, half of Louisiana would catch wind of it. And if Verbia Calhoon ever heard, Lord help us. If