may need it, but I sure didnât want it.
I glanced over his shoulder to the tall windows behind, draped in burgundy velvet. I spotted a garden outside. âI donât blame the city anymore,â I confessed. âItâs what it does to people. To politicians or anyone who works within smelling distance of Capitol Hill. The lust for power consumes them after a while. And theyâll do anything to keep that power. Destroy anything or anyone thatâs in their way.â My voice had hardened as I spoke. Old habits.
Brewster pointed to the folder. âIt sounds like your husband wasnât consumed by it. Apparently he helped pass some significant legislation. Environmental protection. Education.â
âYouâre right. Dave accomplished a lot in his six short years.â I was surprised at the pride I still felt saying that.
âIt must have been heady in those days. You two were the young couple to watch. The Golden Pair. The brash young congressman from the West, cutting through Washington red tape, carving a path. A rising star, the clippings say.â
Resigning myself to this stroll down memory lane, I nodded. âHe was all that and more.â
âAnd there you were, right beside him,â Brewster grinned. âSenator Maloneâs beautiful, politically savvy daughter, who cut her teeth on Washington politics, orchestrating every move in her talented young husbandâs career.â
Whoa . I met Brewsterâs steady gaze. âThatâs flattering, but itâs a gross overstatement. I simply helped Dave ⦠live up to his potential, thatâs all.â
âThe word back in Colorado is you were the force behind David Grayson, Molly. You can feign modesty and deny it, but everyone I talked to both here and in Denver agrees. You were the politically savvy one, not your husband.â
That dart grazed my shoulder as it passed. This guy was one hell of an interviewer. His comments were getting way too close. And dredging up way too many ghosts. Deciding righteous indignation would deflect his aim, I lifted my chin and replied, âWrong, Mr. Brewster. David Grayson was a charismatic and caring congressman. His strength came from his ability to relate to people, not from me. Thatâs why he was so effective. He genuinely cared about the people he represented.â
Brewster sat silent, watching me, so I continued. âUnfortunately those same qualities were seen as threatening to some other people. Powerful people. He was in their way.â
I clamped my mouth shut so I wouldnât say any more.
âThen why did he kill himself ? Why didnât he stay and fight the good fight?â
Bullseye . Long-suppressed emotions rushed out, engulfing me for a moment. I fixed Brewster with a wry smile.
âYou are something else, Peter, you know that? In all these years, no one has had the balls to ask me that. Did you come up with that question all by yourself, or is the senator behind this interrogation?â
His deceptively boyish grin returned. âThe senator is way too polite to be so insulting. Thatâs my job.â
âTo insult people? Youâre doing great so far. Iâm going to need therapy after this session. You must have been a psych major, thatâs why youâre attracted to politicians. Theyâre all crazy.â
He laughed softly. âNope. Political Science and Economics from Northwestern, then M.B.A. from Stanford.â
âClassy credentials,â I admitted. âHowâd you get here?â
âAfter grad school I started working on some California state campaigns, then graduated to congressmen. I discovered I had a knack for helping a candidate stay on message and get elected. Iâll give you my r é sum é , if you like, but letâs get back to you.â
I shook my head in grudging admiration. âDamn, youâre relentless. What else do you want to know? Go on, Brewster. Bring