last possibility. It was too creepy, too scary.
âOr,â JT said, âmaybe someone had a beef specifically with the victim. Someone who has nothing to do with the orchestra, and who followed the cellist to the church.â
âI hope thatâs the case.â I slumped over the breakfast bar, overwhelmed by all the possibilities.
Perhaps sensing my darkening mood, Finnegan lifted his head and whined.
âItâs okay, boy,â I reassured him. âDonât worry about me.â
âBut we do.â JTâs eyes were full of concern.
Iâd always admired his eyes. They were such a unique shade of brown. Like root beer with sunlight shining through it. At the moment, the worry in them warmed my heart.
âNo need,â I said, trying to smile even though I felt weighed down by an array of emotions. âIâll be fine once the killer is caught.â
JT didnât look convinced. I was touched by the fact that he cared enough to worry, and my spirits lifted, if only slightly.
âReally, JT. Iâll be okay.â
He didnât press the issue, instead crossing the kitchen to his fancy coffee machine. Even though he preferred plain old black coffee himself, heâd bought a machine that could make who-Âknew-Âhow-Âmany different drinks. It wasnât really for him, though. Heâd bought it for all the musicians who came and went on a regular basis as they recorded albums in his studio. And for me. He knew I loved cappuccinos and lattes.
âSomething to drink?â he offered.
âA cappuccino, please.â
When my drink was ready, he set it on the granite countertop and came around to sit on the stool beside me. My cell phone chimed and I fished it out of my pocket. Hans had sent me a text message.
How are you doing today?
The fact that he had checked in on me warmed me on the inside. I tapped out a quick reply as I sipped my cappuccino.
Iâm okay. You?
âHans . . .â JT said, looking at my phone. âIsnât that your conductor?â
âYes.â I tried my best to sound casual.
âSince when does your conductor send you text messages?â
âHe stayed with me after I found the body yesterday. Until the police arrived. Heâs just checking in to see how Iâm doing.â
My phone chimed again as another message popped up.
Good. But Iâd be even better if youâd have dinner with me tonight.
âRight,â JT said with a wry edge to his voice. âAnd checking in on you includes asking you out to dinner?â
Against my will, my cheeks flushed. Without sending a reply to Hans, I shoved my phone back in my pocket.
âWhat does it matter?â I focused on drinking my cappuccino, careful to keep my eyes away from JT.
âIsnât he twenty years older than you?â JTâs voice held a mixture of disapproval and disbelief.
âSeventeen,â I corrected, downing the rest of my cappuccino in one gulp. âAnd what does that matter? Weâre both adults.â
âOkay, sure. But heâs basically your boss, Dori.â
âSo?â
âWhat if things donât work out? What if things go south and he kicks you out of the orchestra?â
âHe wouldnât do that!â
âHow can you be sure?â
âBecause!â
âBecause?â
I wanted to growl at JT. I was so frustrated and angry that it was hard for me to form any words. As I tried to come up with something to say to defend myself, JTâs expression softened.
âI just donât want you to get hurt, Dori. I know how much you love being in the orchestra. I donât want you to lose that, and I donât want you to get your heart broken.â
Tears threatened to spill out of my eyes, and that only annoyed me further. âWhy do you assume heâll break my heart?â
JT was silent for a moment. When he finally did speak, he avoided my question.