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stopping in his tracks, “ I should’ve jumped off the bridge when I had the chance. ”
    “ Then why didn’t you? ” She replied.
    “ I don’t know what stopped me and I regret it now. ”
    They continue d to walk, the discu ssion why Adam didn’t jump forgotten as they continue d to wander aimlessly not know what they were searching for or where they’re going. Luck finds them when passing by a bakery they go a round the back to see if there was anything to be had. Opening the lid of the first bin Summer found bread and pastries stuck together in bits. Diving in she helped herself and began to eat ferociously ri ght there ignoring Adam’s shock,
    “ Take it easy, ” He said. “ You’ll make yourself sick. ”
    “ That’s the whole point. ”
    “ What do you mean? ”
    “ You’ll see. ” She replied.
    Less than five minutes after devouring as much as she could she ran behind a bin out of sight. Putting her fingers down her throat she forced herself to throw up.
    “ I don’t believe this! ” Adam said in disgust keeping his distance.
    He’d failed to notice that the night before after eating she ’d excused herself and ra n to the bathroom The fact that he now had a bulimic on his hands didn’t sit well at all. Selfish by nature there wasn’t any room for those in t rouble and his first instinct was to dump her and move on, somehow she wasn’t so attractive anymore, in his eyes she’d become repulsive.
    “ Screw this. ” He says turning to walk away.
    “ Please don’t leave me Adam…please! ” She begged .
    She had crawled out from behind the bin on all fours wiping her mouth and with tears streaming down her face pleading with him to understand . Unfortunately she wasn’t in the co mpany of someone who understood . Empathy was something Adam lost when his Father died. H er pleas fell on deaf ears and the more she t ried the more distant and irritated Adam became.
    “ You know what. ” He said. “I’m outta here and I think you should go your own way too, I don’t need some psycho holding me up . ”
    “ Oh and you’re not a head case wanting to kill yourself? ”
    “ It’s different. ”
    “ How’s it different? We’re both messed up big time, we’re the same you and me. D amaged goods . ” She replied defending herself.
    “ I don’t make myself sick. ”
    “ No, you just wanna jump off bridges! ”
    Summer had a point, both of them had serious issues and for once in his life Adam was faced with someone who mirrored his own troubled world . She felt his judgement on her was totally unfair considering his on-going fixation with dying.
    “ I’m cold. ” She said rubbing her bare arms.
    Adam reluctantly put his arms around her snake-thin body, not something he was ever used to doing, comforting someone , and he couldn’t work out why he was doing it for someone he was so mad at. Maybe it was because feeling lost and confused left him with a strong feeling of vulnerability. ‘ Dad where are you ? ’ He begged . But there was only silence. He was fearful that when he needed his dad the most he wasn’t there and he didn’t want to think for a moment that he’d abandoned him.
    “ Do you w ant to go with me, ” Su mmer said through her tears, “ w e can go together , off a building or something? ”
    “ You mean a double suicide? ”
    “ Something like that, yeh…just…just the two of us. ”
     
    Chapter 4 .
    The poor part of city held no understanding or opportunity for people like Adam and Summer who are you ng and broken with no direction. Its cold distant message was one of isolation and sur vival. It didn’t care if you were sick , homeless or dying . It gave no purpose to people who need ed help, or a listening ear, nightly giving up its unidentified dead without a care in the world. H eartless and tough, it continued every minute of the day and night to challenge every one of its inhabitants. Adam had inadvertently found h imself right in the heart of the