let on.
She shrugged and put down the menu. Before she could answer his question, however, the waiter arrived to take their orders. She chose a glass of chardonnay. He asked for a beer.
When the waiter left, there was a short silence. He thought he might have to remind Lillian of the question. Somewhat to his surprise, however, she started to talk.
âAfter I graduated from college I worked in Seattle for a while,â she said. âThen I moved to Hawaii. Spent a year there. After that I went to California and then back to Seattle. I didnât return to Oregon until I decided to open Private Arrangements.â
âWere you running matchmaking businesses in all those different places?â
She eyed him with a wary expression. âWhy do you want to know?â
âBeen a while. Just catching up.â
âYou and I donât have any catching up to do. We hardly even know each other.â
That was almost funny, he thought.
âIâm a Harte and youâre a Madison,â he said. âMy brother is now married to your sister. Trust me, we know each other.â
The waiter returned with their drinks and disappeared once more. Lillian picked up her chardonnay, took a sip and set the glass down very precisely on the little napkin. He got the feeling she was debating how much to tell him about herself.
âThe official Harte family version of events is that Iâve spent the last few years trying to find myself,â she said.
âWhatâs the unofficial version?â
âThat Iâm a little flaky.â
Definitely not wife material, he thought. Probably not good affair material either. He did not date flakes. He didnât do business with flakes, either. If he had known Private Arrangements was run by a flake, he would never have signed on as a client.
Then again, who was he kidding?
Damn. This was not a good idea. If he had any sense he would run, not walk, to the nearest exit. Some lingering vestige of self-preservation made him glance toward the door.
What the hell, he thought, turning back to Lillian. Plenty of time to escape later.
âDidnât realize any of you Hartes had to find yourselves,â he said after a while. âFigured you were all born knowing where you wanted to go in life and how you would get there.â
âYouâre thinking of everyone else in the family.â She wrinkled her nose. âIâm the exception.â
âYeah? How exceptional are you?â
She studied the wine in her glass. âLetâs just say I havenât found my niche yet.â
âFrom all accounts youâve been extremely successful with Private Arrangements.â
âOh, sure.â She raised one shoulder in dismissal. âIf youâre talking business success.â
He went blank.
âThereâs another kind?â he asked.
Irritation gleamed in her eyes. âOf course thereâs another kind.â
He leaned back in the booth. âThis isnât about finding yourself and inner peace through work, is it?â
âYouâve got a problem with the concept of work as a source of happiness and personal fulfillment?â
âIâve got a problem with people who think work is supposed to be entertainment. Work is work.â He paused. âProbably why they call it work instead of, say, fun. A lot of folks donât seem to get that.â
âYou ought to know,â she said.
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â
âYouâve been working night and day since you were a boy to build Madison Commercial.â She smiled wryly. âFolks back in Eclipse Bay always said that you were a different kind of Madison.â
âDifferent?â
âOne who might actually make a success of himself. You certainly proved them right, didnât you?â
How the hell had the conversation turned back on him like this?
âAll I proved,â he said carefully, âis that you