remote as fast as I can to drown out his voice.
A large, white-smocked body inserts itself between me and the television. Kevin holds out his hand, and I drop the remote onto his meaty palm. Within seconds, the sound has been lowered, and I have to listen to George breathingâmay he choke on his own spit!
âHow long do you plan on pretending like I donât exist?â George asks.
âUntil you take the hint and go poof.â I flick my fingers out in his direction as if shaking off a smooshed bug. âI donât want to talk to you.â I uncross my legs and crawl off the sofa. He grabs my arm and pulls me down onto his lap. My arms instinctively wrap around his neckâ to catch my balance and not for any other reason.
I attempt to stand again. His grip around my waist tightens. He places his fingertips beneath my chin and lifts my head, but I refuse to make eye contact. No way will I lose myself in the shifting shades of his moss-green gaze. âLet go, George.â
âYouâre not storming off in a huff without listening to my side.â
âSide? Youâve got a side? âCause last night it sounded like Izzy pretty much owned you.â
He flinches. âThere you go jumping to conclusions without hearing the truth.â
âHow is stating the truth jumping to conclusions? It was obvious you were in bed. Whatâs she doing at your place if not exactly what I think you were doing?â
â Our apartment. Isabel and I live together.â
I lunge forward. He follows.
I push his hands from my arm. âStop touching me or Iâll ask Kevin to kick you out.â
He holds his hands in the air. âI swear weâre not together anymore.â
âHow long?â My nostrils flare.
âWe moved in together four months ago.â He runs his fingers through his red-gold hair until it stands up in spikes. It makes him look like a lost little boy.
Donât soften, Mala. He did wrong.
I shake my arm free. âMonthsâ¦â I whisper, staring at the ground. âYouâve had a live-in girlfriend for months? Sheâs the nurse from the hospital, isnât she? Oh, God. Iâm such an idiot. No wonder she got such a kick out of keeping me drugged out of my mind.â
âMalaââ
âStop, no more lies.â
âIâm telling you the truth. Iâve never lied to you.â
âNo, you just avoid telling the whole truth.â
âWhat do you want me to say, Mala?â He stares at the ground. âI told Isabel I have feelings for you, and she broke up with me. Weâre not together, but I canât kick her out of her own apartment. I owe it to her to stick around until she finds a new roommate.â
He didnât break up with her. She dumped him . Huge difference. God, my head hurts. Itâs too much. First, Landry dies right in front of meâ¦now this. I can barely process it, but I have to. I have to make some sense of it all or Iâll go crazy.
âWhy didnât you mention all of this before?â I meet his gaze and hold it. No avoidance. âI was fine with us just being friends, but you kissed me first. Youâre the one who said you wanted to explore us having a relationship. God, George. I trusted you. When I asked for time to work out my feelings for you and Landry, you shouldâve told me about Isabel. Instead, I find out like this.â I brush a tear from my eye.
âMala, please. Donât cry.â
Traitorous tear ducts. âDonât mistake my tears for weakness. Iâm not crying over you. Iâm crying for me.â I shake my head. âI canât do this right now. Iâm too confused.â
âI told you the truth. Why canât you just believe in me?â
I stare at Georgeâs open face as every thought and emotion flickers in his rapidly changing expression. Iâve known him forever. I can read each crease, frown, and