Now she had married and moved awayâleaving Mom on her own to fend for herself. Sure, she had Deanne and George, but George was a pothead and Deanne was still in school.
Once again, Nickiâs words: You canât go on living your life for your mother.
But Mom was only as fragile as she was because Dad had left her, and Dad had only left because Liz and her siblings had been too much to handle.
That was the guilt that festered in Lizâs heart of hearts.
And that was why she didnât want to rock the boat with David. That was why she was so timid with him, so reticent about asking him hard questions or requesting he take down his first wifeâs portrait right away. She wasnât going to make a big deal about comments made by an unhinged young man. If Jamison needed to be fired, that was Davidâs decision. But Liz wasnât going to speak of it again. If she didâif she proved to be too much trouble, if she didnât do what she was supposed to doâshe believed subconsciously that David would leave her, just as Daddy did all those years ago.
5
T hat night, at Mickeyâs Bar, a very dejected young man asked for a beer. The bartender complied, filling up the glass at the tap and sliding it across the bar toward the young man. He took a sip, getting foam on his upper lip.
âWhy so glum, Jamison?â a female voice asked from behind him.
Jamison turned around. âOh, hello, Rita,â he said.
The pretty maid from Huntington House sidled onto the next stool. âYou look like you just got run over by a truck,â she said, signaling to the bartender to pour her a beer as well.
âI might as well have,â Jamison replied. âI was fired.â
âNo way!â
âMr. Huntington fired me. Told me to get out and not come back.â
Rita sipped her beer, daintily wiping her lips with her napkin. âThat doesnât sound like Mr. Huntington. Heâs usually so nice.â
âWell, he wasnât very nice tonight.â
âBut whatever did he fire you for? What reason did he give?â She smiled, batting her lashes lightly at him. âI think youâre a very hard worker, Jamison.â
The young man scowled. âHe fired me because I told the truth.â
Rita lifted an elegantly manicured eyebrow in his direction. âThe truth?â
Jamison nodded. âI told the new Mrs. Huntington about Audra.â
Rita was silent for a moment, seeming unable to absorb what Jamison had just said. Then a small smile tickled the ends of her mouth. âYou . . . did . . . not!â
âI did. I just couldnât see that poor unsuspecting girl brought into that room and not being told about what had happened there.â Suddenly Jamison banged his fist on the bar, nearly upsetting his glass of beer. âI was raised to be a good Christian, Rita, and you just donât withhold that kind of information from someone! Thatâs not being very charitable, to say the least. If anything had happened to Mrs. Huntington, and I hadnât said anything, then Iâd be partly to blame.â He looked intently over at her. âWe all have to watch out for each other. Thatâs Christâs teaching, right there.â
âWell, I admire your convictions,â Rita said, âbut telling the bossâs new wife something like that before he has the chance to tell her himself was really asking for trouble, Jamison. You have to see that.â
âHe wasnât going to tell her,â the young man insisted. âThatâs just it. Thatâs why I had to speak up.â
âHow do you know he wasnât going to tell her?â
Jamisonâs eyes were big like saucers, full of indignation. âMrs. Hoffman told me before they arrived that Mr. Huntington would never say a word to his wife about Audra, or about anything bad that had happened in the house since the first Mrs. Huntington died.â He slumped
Jean-Marie Blas de Robles