look up at her partnerâs face. His blue eyes were full of light. He was very angry, livid with rage.
The dispassionate attitudes of the others had made her feel a bit more relaxed, but seeing his rage, Rue began to feel the familiar shame. She wanted to hide from him. And she couldnât understand that, either. Why Sean, whom she knew better than any of the other dancers?
âRue,â Sylvia said, âare you listening?â
âNo, sorry, what?â
âMegan and Julie think they can cover it up,â Sylvia said. âYouâre willing to take the job if we can get your belly camouflaged?â
âSure,â she told Sylvia, hardly knowing what she was saying.
âAll right, then, two Fridays from now. You all start working on a long dance number right away, faux Polynesian. Youâll go on after the jugglers. Julie and Thompson are booked for a party this Saturday night, and Karl and Megan, youâre doing a dinner dance at the Cottonsâ estate on Sunday. Sean, you and Rue are scheduled to open a âbig bandâ evening at the burn unit benefit.â
Rue tried to feel pleased, because she loved dancing to big band music, and she had a wonderful forties dress to wear, but she was still too upset about revealing her scar. What had gotten into her? Sheâd tried her best to conceal it for years, and all of a sudden, in front of a roomful of relative strangers, sheâd pulled down her jeans and shown it to them.
And theyâd reacted quite calmly. They hadnât screamed, or thrown up, or asked her what sheâd done to deserve that. They hadnât even asked whoâd done it to her. To Rueâs astonishment, she realized that she was more comfortable with this group of dancers than she was with the other college students. Yet most of those students came from backgrounds that were much more similar to hers than, say, Julieâs. Julie had graduated from high school pregnant, had the baby and given it up to the parents of the father. Now she was working nonstop, hoping to gather enough money to buy a small house. If she could do that, sheâd told Rue, the older couple would let her have the baby over for the weekends. Megan, a small, intense brunette, was dancing to earn money to get through vet school. Sheâd seen Rueâs stomach and immediately begun thinking how to fix it. No horror, no questions.
The only one whoâd reacted with deep emotion had been Sean. Why was he so angry? Her partner felt contempt for her, she decided. Scarred and marred, damaged. If Rue hadnât felt some measure of blame, she could have blown off Seanâs reaction, but part of her had always felt guilty that she hadnât recognized trouble, hadnât recognized danger, when it had knocked on her door and asked her out for a date.
That night, when they both left the studio, Sean simply began walking by her side.
âWhat are you doing?â Rue asked, after giving him a couple of blocks to explain himself. She stopped in her tracks.
âI am going in the same direction you are,â he said, his voice calm.
âAnd how long are you gonna be walking in that direction?â
âProbably as far as your steps will take you.â
âWhy?â
There it was again, in his eyes, the rage. She shrank back.
âBecause I choose to,â he said, like a true aristocrat.
âLet me tell you something, buddy,â she began, poking him in the chest with her forefinger. âYouâll walk me home if I ask you to, or if I let you, not just because you âchooseâ to. What will you do if I choose not to let you?â
âWhat will you do,â he asked, âif I choose to walk with you, anyway?â
âI could call the police,â she said. Being rude wasnât going to work on Sean, apparently.
âAh, and could the police stop me?â
âNot human cops, maybe, but there are vamps on the