Moira was staring out the side window like a woman in a dream. In the front, Hoyt and Glenna continued to talk magic. Blair leaned closer to Larkin, lowered her voice.
âLook, maybe our magical lovebirds can pull this transportation bit off, maybe not. If they canât, youâre going to have to handle your cousin.â
âI donât handle Moira.â
âSure you do. If weâve got a shot at executing a little cave-in, or firing up those caves, we have to take it.â
Their faces were close now, their voices down to whispers. âAnd the people inside? We burn them alive, or bury them the same way? She wonât accept it. Neither can I.â
âDo you know what torment theyâre in now?â
âItâs not of our doing.â
âCaged and tortured.â She kept her eyes on his, and her voice was low and empty. âForced to watch when one of themâs dragged out of the cage, and fed on. Terrified, or well beyond that while they wonder if theyâll be next. Maybe hoping they will just so it ends.â
There was no playfulness now, in his face, in his tone. âI know what they do.â
âYou think you know. Maybe they donât drain them, not the first time. Maybe not the second. They just toss them back in the cage. It burns, the bite. If you live through it, it burns. Flesh, blood, bone, a reminder of the impossible pain when those fangs sank into you.â
âHow do you know?â
She turned her wrist over, so he could see the faint scar. âI was eighteen, pissed off about something and careless.In a cemetery up in Boston, waiting for one to rise. I went to school with the guy. Went to his funeral, and heard enough to know heâd been bitten. I had to find out if heâd been turned, so I went, and I waited.â
âHe did this?â Larkin traced a finger over the scar.
âHe had help. No way a fresh one wouldâve managed it. But the one who sired him came back. Older, smarter, stronger. I made some mistakes, and he didnât.â
âWhy were you alone?â
âHunting alone is what I do,â she reminded him. âBut in this case, I was out to prove something to someone. Doesnât matter, except that it made me careless. He didnât bite me, the older one. He held me down while the other one crawled over toward me.â
âWait. Can you tell me, is that the way of it with a sire? To provideâ¦â
âFood?â
âAye, that would be the word for it, wouldnât it?â
It was a good question, she decided, good that he wanted to understand the phychology and pathology of the enemy. âSometimes. Not always. Depends, Iâd say, on why the sire chose to change instead of just drink. They can form attachments, or want a hunting partner. Even just want a younger one around to do the grunt work. You know, sort of work for them.â
âI see that. So the sire held you down so the younger could feed first.â And how terrifying, he thought, would that have been? To be restrained, probably injured. To be eighteen and alone, while something with a face youâd once known came for you.
âI could smell the grave on him, he was that fresh. He was too hungry to go for the throat, so he got me here. That was the mistake, for both of them. The pain woke me up. Itâs unspeakable.â
She said nothing for a moment. It threw her off her stride, the way he laid his fingers on that scar now, as if toease an old wound. She couldnât remember the last time anyone had touched her to comfort.
âAnyway. I got a hand on my cross, and I jabbed it right into that bastardâs eye, the one holding me down. Christ, did he scream. The other oneâs so busy trying to eat, he doesnât worry about anything else. He was an easy kill. They were both easy after that.â
âYou were just a girl.â
âNo. I was a demon hunter, and I was stupid.â