one has to try.â She added, laughing, that anyway, Grandfather having cut her off with a shilling, she had to earn her living and it kept her out of the ATs.
âWhatâs that about a shilling?â said Sir Richard, coming in from the river balcony.
âDarling, I was saying that you having cut me off with one, I have to go on interviewing murdered bodies and asking Street Leaders how much theyâve collected for the Spitfire Fund and things. Look, Grandfather, hereâs Stephen; oh, and, Stephen, here come Bella and Ellen.â
âTime for a glass of sherry,â said Sir Richard with the naïve pride of one who, in 1944, still has Amontillado to offer. âI sent Edward to fetch the things; no use waiting for that palsied old crone we have now, and anyway it gives the boy something to do; keeps him from brooding over himself. Heâs been off to town on his own now, Stephen, would you believe it? and came back filled with a pack of new nonsense, says if he looks up at anything heâll drop whatever heâs carrying and go into a fugue or some such nonsense as that.â He pushed open the drawing-room door and stood aside for Bella and the girls to pass through.
Over Serafitaâs portrait the customary wreath of roses was hanging askew, and Edward stood staring up at it, a silver tray and a heap of broken glasses on the floor at his feet.
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T HEY STOOD grouped in the doorway, aghast and staring, and even as they watched, Edward moved forward, picked up the decanter of sherry which stood on the table, held it against the light, apparently to see that it was sufficiently full, and, replacing it, sat down in an armchair. As Sir Richard went forward uncertainly into the room, he said quite normally: âI got the sherry for you, Grandfather.â
Bella burst into a pantomime of little signs and twitchesâDonât say anything, Keep it from him, Leave it all to me. Edward asked blinking: âWhat on earthâs the matter with you, Bella?â Like the rest of the family he called his grandmother by her Christian name.
Peta knelt to pick up the broken glasses. âSheâs telling us not to tell you that youâve had one of your little passing-outs, darling.â
Edward looked pleased. âGood Lordâhave I?â His clenched fists relaxed on the arm of the chair. Bella, however, pushed past them all and ran to him. âMy poor boy! How do you feel now, darling? Just keep quiet, donât worry, let yourself go â¦â and immediately the hands curled again; he went very white and after a moment, sitting staring at her, he suddenly pitched forward fainting onto the parquet floor. Philip forced Bella aside and kneeling beside him, took the slack wrist. âSomebodyâEllenâget my bag for me, would you? Itâs on the top of the wardrobe thing in our room.â He said to Bella: âHush, be quiet!â and they were all silent while he counted the pulse beats. âNothing wrong with him; just a faint.â When Ellen returned with the black leather medical bag, he selected a bottle, gave an injection and remained sitting on the floor, gently massaging the wrist with the ball of his thumb. Sir Richard turned away, staring grimly out of the window as though he could not bear to watch the unconscious boy, the rolled up eyes and loosely lolling mouth; it was impossible to tell whether he was distressed or merely disgusted. He broke the silence at last to say, abruptly: âPeta, Claire, go and get more glasses from the pantry. No need to make our guest uncomfortable.â
Stephen was already sufficiently uncomfortable. Edward, however, soon came round and, having asked with some lack of originality where he was, was able to receive with composure the news that it was still the drawing-room at Swanswater. Finding himself the centre of so much attention, he further added that he now felt fine and would like some lunch. âAnd I